MuSiC mAkEs My LiFe

2009-09-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

my hols have officially started.
yipppeee! (:
one of the longest ever since my A levels ended.

after one week of clinicals at TTSH.
amazing amazing time.
i realized this is what i've always wanted to do.
everything that i ever wanted.
my favourites subjects (okay except physics),
plus almost doing what doctors do: helping patients
(okay they diagnose, we do the therapy and rehab)
we get to have our own stethoscopes!
hahaha (:
one that you'll never get tired of doing,
since you meet different people and cases.
ya!

really a big thank you to my Father above,
for really knowing me inside out,
and for just being with me through the clinicals.
no falls, no big screwups, no broken bones or torn muscles.
(:

Cheryl's gonna be crazy busy.
except the busyness as not much stress to do with it,
thankfully (:

have set a few goals.
few things for myself to go out for (:
JIAYOU!

Thank God for His faithfulness,
and grace towards me.
Really, truly.
Indeed He is good.
His love endures forever (:

busyweeks ahead! =D

2009-08-21T10:57:00.002+08:00

i just wanna type something.
too many things to express,
i just don't know where to start.

i'm just amazed how God works.
like seriously,
how He teaches His children,
and how He guides them by the hand,
when they allow Him to (:

all I know is that,
I want to honor Him,
and whatever I do,
and possess,
or what I think,
is to ultimately bring glory to His name. (:

it's difficult,
it really is.
it can really drive you to your knees,
but i'll try (:

i know this week is a really really odd week.
i feel strange.
i have no idea why.
well, it has no postive or negative attached to it.
just,
plain strange.

i'm halfway through.
i'm not giving up! (:
over time,
over time..

goodbye.
please take from me my life
when I don't have the strength
to give it away to You.

it sounds emo aye?
that is called reflection.
it has to be serious!
well, anyway,
i'm just in that mood (:

2009-08-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

the unexplainables.
some things just can't be mentioned.
its just an understood feeling.

that very fact i was aware,
and even in relation to Him.
was already amazing.
no matter how much I loved it,
enjoyed it, embraced it;
truly.

thank Him for His grace and mercy upon me.
His forgiveness.
its awesome.
and how just turning to Him,
just bringing to Him all things:
be it the unexplainables,
the things that you can really question-
can really make your world turn from upside down,
to the correct orientation once again.
and everything fall back into position,
like the glitter flakes in a liquid decoration.

Give me the strength,
for I am weak,
weaker than you can ever, ever imagine.
Where my heart and life can appear to be strong.
Help me to be humble,
to bring whatever I have to Your throne.

I surrender this.
This is my prayer to You.
No whatevers.
Just possibilities.

HAHA, I can't believe i just typed that.
I just had to.
I can't help it (:

2009-07-28T22:15:00.001+08:00

i love rainy days.
although it makes you lazy. (:
but the breeze against ur hair and face,
is awesome.

i'm really tired.
i have no idea why, but i just am.
maybe too much information squeezed in today.
absolutely crazy.
until the students went like NOOOOOO!!! during lecture.
hilarious.

i turn back and realise,
wow, it's like 28th July already!
love it when time flies.
well, except for certain times,
where you wished time would freeze. (:
more new things to experience and discover i would say.

i ask myself,
am i happy?
good question (:

its amazing how some thoughts,
can just creep into your mind.

honor God.
it's not easy to not think of ways,
to actually make someone happy.
you can't please everyone.
really, you can't.

haha,
sharing yday morning was quite cool.
had a lil bit of worship tgt.
then Paola brought up a good question,
not uncommon, but it gets you thinking.
"What kind of tree do we want our seed of life to grow into?"

just scattered random thoughts buzzing in my head.
HAHA. abstract yea?
but i think its cool (:

God is good.
Indeed, He really is.
and that's why He deserves our praise, and our heart.
and I admit sometimes,
it's really difficult to give.

2009-07-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

HAHA. cheryl is just waiting to go and bathe.
in a while! (:

yay, glad the tests are over.
really thank God for His grace,
and mercy to me =D

and ah,
thank God for a wonderful day on weds (:

HMMM.
today the girls amused me,
LOL, they said today is a special day,
cos it's the first day i didn't need to run off.
HAHA, they wanted to buy 4D.
and it makes me wonder,
why am i so busy?
am i really that busy?
LOL, what am i busy with?
why EVERYONE in the world says i'm busy?
LIKE EVERYONE.
like my wonderful class,
and everyone else.
so if everyone says i'm busy,
then busy what?
HAHAHA, talking nonsense (:
but, SERIOUSLY?
food for thought for myself.
HAHAHA.

thanks to Mabel for the free tics to HARRY POTTER.
erm, i thought it was actually rather boring.
but alrights lah. LOL.
the parts meant for laughing,
i didn't exactly laugh.
like errr...
so haha, since we were all wearing quite nice,

i think it's really pretty (:

errrr... the light?? LOL.
we went to clarke quay.
and ate at that italian-jap restaurant (:
rushed home to feed my sick brother.
yupp! that's my day. HAHA.

going to start my wonderful report.
(:
bye bye (:

2009-07-11T18:19:00.003+08:00

haha, i think me and bro look really cool here (:

life's been amazing. (:
with the little experience on tues.
interesting conversations.
etiquette lessons. HAHA.
people i have not seen in a while!!!
sitting in a car driven by someone my age,
and u-turning all the time (:

makes me wanna learn driving.
so i can be a nice naughty girl =)

physiology test was disgustingly funny.
haha yeah.

ooh i love worship yday.
haha, and i love the last song.
argh! didn't have time to jam it again ):
had XiaoLongBao+steamboat buffet yday at like 11+pm- 1+am.
with the uni cell.
my stomach went ballistic a while
we went totally crazy, and got high on XLB.
imagine, 30 baskets of XLB.
HAHA.
we then had guess the no. of XLB in the bag game.
(the answer is 14)
"sms XLB no. of XLB"
hahaha! they actually followed the thingy, super funny. =)
we have winners!!!

ooh i love my cell. (:
all kinds of ppl.
the intellectuals, the lazy, the lamest, and the just laugh ppl. (:
but it's quite amazing how we can get along.
we are really good at topic diversions.
with many many intellectual debates.
aiyo, Cheryl can be lazy to think. HAHA.

for bonding sessions,
seriously, go have a XLB buffet.
all of us agree it's a team-building activity. (:
Thank God =)

okay, go Cheryl.
study and pass to be a good physiotherapist =)

2009-07-02T22:53:00.004+08:00

i just have to update,
i just have to say,
i exceptionally love girly days.
crazy stuff.

very very good.
went to marina barrage today.
awesome funn.
we got our rings. (:

yes, and I felt bad about something.
almost, or rather i think i did do it.
hahaha, and i can do it laughing.
and i learnt something new.
not bad, Cheryl's learning.
it's just me (:

spoke rubbish in the car just now.
seeing my almost empty wine bottle,
my brother thought i was drunk.
i am SO NOT DRUNK.
hello?? i just played my instrument for 2 hours,
and can read notes perfectly FINE.
get my rhythms,
played my stuff nicely...
although we did drink,
and had 2/3 of ice-cream made with alcohol at UDDERS today.
i am definitely not drunk, HELLO.
see, i'm speaking gibberish again.
like absolutely gibberish.

she's gonna keep mum,
bout what's going to happen.
we'll see. (:

2009-06-30T21:30:00.005+08:00

hahaha,
really thank GOD for one wk extended holiday!
yayness. (:

anyway,
watched transformers
at like NIGHT.
okay, i guess. (:
(i mean, the movie)

Mommy's birthday steamboat dinner! (:

Went for lunch with bro + grocery shopping.
the most expensive grocery shopping ever..
(and at least i need not carry the basket, HA!)
prepared the entire steamboat myself,
including the cha-pa-lang soup. HAHA.
i'm surprised it turned out well (:
thank God for a good dinner!
not bad, it's easy.
we can have steamboat more often now =D

worship was awesome i think on friday (:
haha.
yes, saturday!
a music-filled night.(:
ahhh,
nice..
reminds me of my dream to play the trombone in the orchestra,
when i was in sec 2/3.
(the peak of my band life)
HAHAHA, so naive (:
cheryl was happy that night. =)

sunday.
emo-morning,
but i surrendered everything already.
not worth mentioning. HAHA (:
bought black stuff.
and dinner with family! (:

monday.
study study study.
tea-party for Cheryl Koh's b'day surprise
(okay not really)
then, to JP for dinner with some PT0902 peeps.
(!!!$$$$$!!!)
HAHA
tiring day i suppose. (:

tuesday.
HOME DAY.
wa, i totally LOVE it.
(ya, i'm crazy)
had a loonnnnggg quiet time in the morning.
cos i played the piano.
i got a new fave song (:
talked on the phone for an hour,
study study,
then i dozed for an hour (plus),
with the book on my tummy, HA!
had a pretty weird dream,
which made me very happy when i woke up.
study study..
GYMM!!!! =D
study study..
DINNER.
study study..
and ha!
i decided to slack a little.
gosh, it's really crazy the information.
millions of funny terms and names to memorise.
and like HELLO?
MEMORISE BONE OSSIFICATION?
gosh, i'd rather like,
maybe run 2.4km. HAHAHA.
(okay erase from ur brain after reading it)
ironic, isn't it? (:
this is called cramming.
soooo not funn ):

cheryl got loads to settle.
and she has been thinking. (:
but that phonecall she had reminded her loads.
thank God for it (:

byebye. so long!

All glory, wisdom, power
strength, thanks and honor are
To God our King, who reigns on high
For-ever more (:

2009-06-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

cheryl is feeling healthy. (:
she ate moderately today.
plus some KIWI,
and hit the gym with her brother.
ah, totally fruitful.
i hope i can continue! (:

let's see i updated exactly one week ago!
okay.
some events worth remembering.

actually i typed alot.
but i decided i wanted a sweet short post.
lyric style, let's try! (:

interesting conversations.
nice smoke salmon crepe, plus a medium ice lemon tea!
oldman sent home, a big lesson learnt. (:
ehhh.
crazy fun stuff,
that includes a bbq with dried up sotong,
and Merlot.
swings with weird expressions, and unglam photos (NOOOO!)
a reproductive project meeting,
over Mcgriddles,
expensive dresses, and how it feels to live the RICH LIFE :p
a lonely make-over,
and a whole new world.
standing in heels, making smiles and small talk.
drinking coke, and listening to music.
shaking hands,
with the other hand holding flowers, clutch and a scarf.
nice experience (:

well,
leaving behind a weird feeling,
with a funny lesson learnt.
to wear a little extra something, the next time. (:
emo thoughts and worship pracs definitely,
cannot mix!
a new hair-do.
and more zai musicians to learn from,
and listen to (:

a nice day spent.
with a person you haven't seen in a while.
the entire day. (:
and you are amazed,
at how events,
let you discover things,
things around you from anybody.
and it makes you smile.

lunch,
a small reunion..
a warm feeling in ur heart.
your worries go.
you smile.

then you go home,
with a weird feeling.
then the song ends,
and it goes back to the first few lines of the post.

gosh.
it's super lame,
but enjoy and go figure.
toodles =)

2009-06-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

cheryl is in klana resort, seremban.
(:

she is currently in on-going deep thought.
on and on,
hahaha, retreats are for thinking, ain't it?
telling everyone
"Oh, i'm going there to meditate"

okay the cool thing is that,
i am with my aunt nancy.
love her soo much (:
and plus at least i have family,
and christabel in the camp! (:

cool stuff ehh.
but Cheryl has alot on her mind.

and she has,
many things to say.
but guess some things just can't be mentioned.
some things JUST cannot be said.
although you really just want to say.
but nopee!

she has just to pray,
and settle it. (:
and she will.

somehow there's a strong sense of feeling,
that God sent me to this camp for a purpose.
different purposes it seems (:

and Cheryl,
just doesn't know how to describe her previous week.
she just knows she ate ALOT on sunday.
and bought M.A.C makeup and a dress.
HAHAHA.
and she has other things to settle.
goodbye (:

2009-06-08T20:15:00.003+08:00

=)
sometimes there are just SOOOO many things you want to say.
but you can't put it into words.
yeahh?
you can't express:

your smiles,
your distractions,
your troubles,
your heart.

perhaps,
i can just say,
that i want to get out of my bubble!
i am always procrastinating.
but yes i will,
i will rely on the Lord's strength to do so.

a time of refreshing during leader's retreat.
although i was quite disheartened on sunday. ):
and as i was doing my quiet time this morning,
in school, with hot tea and a McMuffin.
i realised, many many things that i needed to look into.
and ask for wisdom.
i thank God for revealing it to me (:

the fellowship was really good yday!
a surprise party for JUDAH JAMES!
(:
God's presence was so strong in that place.
sighs, i truly miss those TLBC times.
but no, it's not gonna stop there. (:

hahaha, and i was reading my book.
i stumbled upon many thoughts and views.
like woah, that's crazy.
but i thank God that,
i'm actually reading the book =)

ah, Elaine and I were supposed to go GYMMING TODAY!
but,
i woke up in the afternoon with sore eyes and a tight chest
wonder what i ate. hmmm.
man.man.man!

oh mann,
one moment cheryl says she can't express,
another moment she just types and types.
HAHAHA.
goodbye.
tmr IS and WILL BE, an interesting dayy! =)

2 Chronicles 16:9a
For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth to strngthen those whose hearts are fully committed to Him.

2009-06-01T18:22:00.004+08:00

have you ever wondered.
if you, were not you.

just a random thought. (:

hahaha, my procrastination has brought me a LONG WAY.
i still owe emails.
and photos on facebook.

really really happy i actually got down to thinking about the worship thingy.
yayness.
but really thank God for the ideas that came along! (:

Cheryl decided to get down to business.
HAHA.
and she is ticking off her list in her nice,
free purple organizer!

i've got MANY NOTEBOOKS.
1. my purple to-do organiser
2. my sermon notebook
3. my journal (:
4. my NYP study book
5. my money book
6. my schedule/birthday book

GOSH.
but how organised am i?
i wonder!
but Cheryl will be. (:
GO-GO-GO!!!

meeting up girls!
cheryl and ade at tea party.
sam and caro at NYP/AJ.
and elaine at coffee bean.
i just love chilling!

tmr's my class PINK SHIRT DAY.
at least i have one!
my pink nike, "no heels allowed" shirt.
we're so gonna cheer ppl up at SGH tmr.
plus brighten up the lecture hall!!
-evil laughter-

it'll not be sweet nothings.
hahaha.
so real, indeed. (:

2009-05-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

This week, is, and will be an interesting week for me. (:

well, monday had no elective!
so arielle and sam came overr to NYP!
then went to collect SGC at AJ.
and had a truly interesting convo with Mr Ong.

tuesday was a nice dayy (:
haha, spent in nice company.
unforgettable timee. =D

todayy! was a really weird day.
woke up with a funny feeling inside.
did my workk, and some stuff.
ate Karu's with bro.
i was super flustered,
and my bro was pretty amused.
HAHAHA (:
okay, SOL ppl came to my aunt's house.

truly, i learnt alot about myself todayy.
how i am actually.
and how i would prefer to be serving, helping.
rather than just talking.
haha, maybe i'm still young,
and i will grow out of it (:
i treat today as a learning experience.
and thank Mark for really making the effort to be there.
realy thank you (:
but it was nice to see them again.
truly, it brings back memories (:

stayed back to help clean up a little.
then sat down with peirong.
and had a really interesting convo.
one that really really can just make me,
stare into space.
not knowing where to begin analysing.
not knowing the conclusions to draw.
but it is pretty amazing.
really really.
i thank God for this conversation. (:
well, it all boils down to HIM,
and prayerr. =D

Cheryl and her analytical mind.
HAHA. (:
lookin forward to tmr as well (:

"You are my hope, hope like no other."

2009-05-24T23:18:00.004+08:00

i just feel like typing stuff. (:
feel this sudden fatigue coming over me.
LOL.

nice week.
and an even greater week for me next week (:

caught up with ppl i've not met in a long time!
(which is the really main reason why i have been spending ALOT OF MONEY.)
(plus putting on weight!!! AHHHHH)
it's like meals and desserts afterward.
and meeting ppl, you EAT EAT EAT.
and todayy AHHH my goodness.
LOL.
it's really really nice to hear their stories.
and sharing yours as well.
and even nicer to share about His love, and His works (:
realised i really enjoy just listening,
and just chilling! (:
really interesting stuff.

went jogging with bro on sat.
argh, my muscles are aching.
(I DID STRETCHING OKAYY)
signs of aging, and unfitness. ):
LOLLLL.

yupp.
thinking alot about my bubble.
a small hole has been created,
and i'm climbing out of it.
YAY. (:

i took a guitar home on fri.
well, got questioned. HAHA.
(like DUH. cheryl can't play the guitar)
figured out a song!
and some intro (:

anticipating next week. HAHAHA.
and i'm gonna studyy as well.
go cheryl go!
ah, one more thing.
i will exercise.
and perhaps try what Adriel told me.
for ONE WEEK.
maybe randomly in between.
cos it will take ALOT OF DISCIPLINE.
yes yes yes, 3 days of NO SCHOOL.
but Cheryl, balance huh.
like my mom would say
"you don't think got holiday just keep going out huh.."
let's see about that. (:
*cos i've got stuff on all 3 days.
-cheeky smile-
BUT AHH.
okay. nonsense.
maybe i'm really tired.

oh yes!
i realised once i actually do drag my super heavy books out.
place them on the table and start reading.
i really can't exactly stop.
(only when i finish, or when my eyes are closing)
that's good, that's good (:

goodnight.
well, just a random thought.
it's really amazing how God sends ppl into your life.
to really, just be there for you (:

2009-05-11T22:19:00.005+08:00

FOOD FOOD FOOD!
-argh-

HELLO. (:

cheryl feels happy aft she does QT.
she seems to be encouraged,
every single time she is reminded of His goodness,
and faithfulness.

last sat was vivo dayy,
and a nice lunch at liang court with buds.
ahhh. wished i could stay longerr. (:

went home really tired.
went down late for the bbq,
trying to take a nap,
plus prepare for the testimony!

had a very good/interesting convo with xiaoyi!! (:
oh yeahh,
we both shared, and wow,
He is really amazing,
and i realised new things.
How great He works =D

Sundayy.
Mother's day breakfast, with help from bro.
SUCCESS!!
(although the mushrooms could be better, i felt)

hahaha, tribute to parents by cheryl and victor!
(well, actually only cheryl)
i changed my script,
added a few stuff, joked abit.
Thank God it really went well!
and wow, i got a few responses and encouragements,
which was truly amazing.
And there is peace in my heart,
and a new motivation to studyy (:

then,
went bagpack/groceryshopping at parkway!
bought my bagpack, at least i own one now!
marinate, prepare, chop.
bbq at Mark's house.
Thank God for the good weather,
that the cost was covered,
that the people enjoyed themselves,
that I managed to survive. (HAHAHA)

First DG getting to know session.
AWESOME! (:
And Cass will be coming to join!
Double awesome stuff!
Really, i think it's gonna be good (:

Etiquette todayy.
Got quite a few namecards, talked around.
Not bad, i guess (:
It was a good experience!
Talked to Cass on the way home too!

Managed to at least read kine todayy!
like, finally. LOL.
=)

sleeping earlyy tonight.
A LONGG DAY TMR.
(plus a mask fitting session, let's see!)

2009-05-06T22:56:00.003+08:00

cheryl read something in the morning that made her
EYES POP OUT IN SHOCK.
something pretty interesting.

then,
cheryl watched the movie that made her smile (:

then cheryl listened to her mp3.
a particular song.
then she smiles again.

and she is happy that tmr is thursdayy! (:

2009-05-05T23:05:00.003+08:00

haha, isnt this cute?
its a reminder to me (:

sometimes you just think of the long day ahead,
then you feel so so tiredd.
it's only when you are left to daydream then you feel
the sianness.
i realised.
:(

haha.
thank God for His little reminder of His grace as I read something.
(and thank you for the reminder)
=D
cheryl will pray pray pray when she feels sian now..
HAHAHA.
thank God for ppl to just crap and complain to in class.
today palpation was interesting.
ALL MUSCLES. hahaha. okay i have biceps! (yay??)
and apparently all of us have to go shoppingg togetherr.
to buy *******
haha, suggested buying in BULK.
lol, hilarious.
imagine one room of us..
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

yes, cheryl gets her physio "bibles" on thurs.
more weightlifting.
grateful thanks to the ppl who ordered for the class (:

cheryl hates choices!
whether now to go for alumni?
tough tough tough decision.
AHHHHHHHHH.
-cheryl pls pray!-

"no power of hell, no scheme of man, can ever pluck me from His hand"
goodnights (:

2009-05-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

my god-nephew!

okayy.
today was a cool day! (:
learnt ALOT of stuff, i'm really happy.

had etiquette lessons today.
the teacher was HILARIOUS!
(super action)
but it's a good course i think!
today was: MAKING FIRST IMPRESSIONS. (:
nice nice nice...
we'll learn how to really behave in tea-sessions, interviews.
BLAH.
it's a good skill to learn!
(and i'll get to go shopping HAHAHA)
and also won't throw my future husband's face at social events.
HAHAHA, just a random thought!

me and cass went together for the JAB.
the nurse remembered us cos we were so crazyy last time.
ya, and the hilarious comment that kept my eyebrows UP.
then me and cass went to cut hair togetherr! (:
yes, cheryl can style her hair now. HAHA.
and her head feels alot lighter.

hmmm. (:
cheryl is going to sleep early today.
she has to, and she will!
loonnnnngg day tmr.
cheer me up please! ):

my light, my strength and song

2009-05-03T22:29:00.004+08:00

yes yes, cheryl has a new blogskin all thanks to someone really really nice (:
awesome right!
(you don't have a choice but to agree!)

cheryl thanks God for a nice loonnngg weekend which started on
THURSDAYY! (:

arielle stayed over on weds night! (:
we "died" early,
with her sneezing due to my dusty room.
and with me suaning her till we went silent.
-silence-

it was a lazyy thurs.
i was late for badminton. HAHA.
never played in a long time.
good exercise!! (:
went to TTSH to get the scholarship deed.
came out with a huge smile on my face. LOL.
wanted to call chunrong but i think i'll just get scolded by him.
HAHAHAHA.
met the girls at TEA PARTY.
haha, joyce brought the book "Finding Mr Right" for discussion
hilarious! but had loads of girly funn.
(i think i'm not exactly very girly. yea? hmmm! (: )
but i kept dozing..
(too sleepy lahh)
supper aft band.
me and bro gobbled up our food, and stoned together.
we are SOOO ALIKE. haha. (:
his friend was like HOW COME YOU TWO LIKE THAT ONE?
lol.

fridayy!
happy no-labour day!
i decided to be a good girl today.
i packed my room (erm maybe just my table!)
i walked out to buy breakfast for my family.
then i had to entertain a guest. HAHA.
played PROPER(i think) squash for the first time in my entire life.
hehheh.
then an hour break before playing tennis.
my poor wrist/arm/forearm.
okayy. since i learnt new stuff.
how bout my bicep, tricep, flexor digitorum longus, extensor digitorum..
(okay, stop showing off)
erm.
yahh, early dinner and convos.
worship prac.
OH MY GOSH I THOUGHT WORSHIP WAS AWESOME.
thank you guys. (:
and haha, my fault i didn't prac that transition!
okayy. went home with a throbbing headache aft that.
zzz.

saturdayy.
mom dragged me for breakfast.
shopping at vivo!
hahaha, i tell you it's very fun when you are not the "model"
LOL.
bought a milk bottle for Jerry.
(i think the lady must be like !!!??)
stared into the harbour.

not much of a view. but IT'S a view (:

we got laughed at by the person. (:
okayy.
i didn't buy anything in vivo.
but spent in LOT 1.
HAHAHA.
then just blasted my time on facebook.
gross! LOL.

yay! baby jerry's first month today.
soo cute. i'll put a photo up! (:
yes, he'll be using my milk bottle!
napped.
dinner with aunty joyce and her family.
i had NO APPETITE
(gosh, so unlike cheryl..)
and i've made up my mind to have a change this wk!
let's see if it will materialise..
(i'll let you know)

yes, cheryl studied PROPERLY for the first time..
i feel so happy.
(aiya, i admit i can be a lil bit mugger if i want to HAHA)
tsk tsk.

okay. resolutions this wk.
1. don't stone too much (comment from shaohong leh!)
2. my new change. HAHAHAHA!
3. perhaps go thin my hair

yay bye bye.
let me end with this note
"First make sure you are with Him, then you can be sure He'll be with you"
so so true (:

2009-04-27T22:32:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA. i love the elmo (:
it's huge, and it has that graduation gown on.
so appropriate.
random eh, but wanna thank XIAOYI for the balloon! so sweeet of herr (:

i dozed off in lecture today,
or rather, totally stoned. HAHA, cos it's cell division.
(yucks)
but cheryl knows that she has got to revise and BUCK UP MANNSS.
LOL.

today during lunch, i was super sleepy.
then this slight doubt, and sadness crept in.
i was like OH LORD NOT NOW.
then i remembered His promises.
I closed my eyes and smiled to myself.
I will hold on to His promises.
Ask Him to hold my hand. (:

BLAH, but i went back to sleep in the library. HAHA.
in the midst of all the chattering going around me.
NOT BAD.
cheryl realises that perhaps she can actually sleep through a war.
or rather,
she can sleep ANYWHERE, in the most uncomfortable places. HAHA. (:
(it's good! but not very good i guess)

yesh, and a song is STUCK IN MY HEAD.
esp. the lyrics.
"In Christ alone, my hope is found,
He is the light, my strength, my song"
we sang that yday and i was like singing my everything to it.
so meaningful, so nice (:
HAHAHA, and Chia Wen blamed me for getting it into her head during physio lecture
(she hummed it non-stop)

library talk.
zzz! boring to the MAX. gosh.
me and liying were writing on each other's walls.
while searching for nursing journals -.-""
yes.
i stoned at yck for the bday girl.
walked with her around orchard.
and saw nice nice stuffs.
AHHHHHHHHH.
gosh, i want that pants, that jacket that top!
(it costs $150 altogether if i really want it)
yes, and i realised i really like the guys clothes at pull and bear
(i will bring YOU THERE NEXT TIME FOR THE MAKEOVER!! (: )
then brought her to crystal jade.
you should have seen her face when she saw the rest. HAHA.
super blurr.
great time of fellowship and catching up.
-miss you girls, really-

then talked to sh
thank God for her,
guidiance, honesty and just being there for me.
love her sooo much. (:
thank you dear, i really appreciate tonight (:

okay. i just got a string of sms to reply.
HAHAHA. gosh, my habit.
okayy..
bye again. (:
i will blog IF i feel like it again. HAHA.

2009-04-25T22:14:00.005+08:00

hello! (:

cheryl decides to blog today.
(for fun perhaps?)

feeling like a schoolgirl ALL OVER AGAIN, where i would blog in detail about every single thing that happened! HAHA.

today was a nice sunny windy day. (:
thank God for the brilliant weatherr!

yes.
went to ecp today..
nicee
(awesomee time!)
sang some songs. (we were GOOD, for first time. HA!)
ate wonton mee. (pontian one)
ate fudge and truffle at cedele!
then i had a 2 hr nap ( due to accumulated sleepyness and a stoning thinking brain)
haha, then..
i journaled (ooh i'm beginning to love it)
.. it makes me think MOREE!
blah.

yups. pass few days has been amazing.
just lying on my bed with a pen and my nice notebook.
scribbling thoughts.
thinking about stuff.
haha. and the revelation came. (:

"1. HONOR GOD
2. TURN TO HIM
3. PUT HIM FIRST
4. HAVE FAITH AND TRUST IN HIM
5. DON'T RELY ON YOUR OWN STRENGTH
and everything will come smoothly and naturally. hmmm!"

this was it.
it came when i was just writing how i feel bout school, my ministry, youthgroup, studies, people, STUFF (HAHAHAHA), relationships.

there was a big scribble in caps: THAT'S IT!
haha. makes me laugh.
okayy fine. (:
then next day, i read something in the daily bread bout not relying on strength but on the fidelity of God.
and i was reminded of God's faithfulness.
seriously, how i have stumbled and fell in faith these few weeks. ):

sharing yday during was cell was an EYE-OPENER (literally cos i had to stay awake)
then David was like "in conclusion, we just have to TRUST in God, and let Him LEAD"
i was like !!!
trust, faith, lead was the keyy.
it's like honoring and giving it all up to Him.
EVERYTHING, things that are close to my heart, my struggles.
it's not easy, as i was sharing with GY and Leon.

yes.
today i went home thinking again.
literally stoned (AGAIN)
about IT and everything.. asking question after question,
"WHYYY are You telling me this?"
and ALOT ALOT of other questions (heh, secret.)
like this big word SURRENDER was in my head.
grabbed my bible and asked for a verse. LOL.

it came: Eph 4:23-24
".. to be made new in the attitude of your minds, and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.."
-head shot i tell you-
HAHA. try piecing the puzzle pieces together.

thank GOD for this mini revelation.
it boosted my courage for what i am to do tmr.
something, that i definitely can't rely on my own strength to do.
something, i never thought i will do.
something that got impressed on my heart to do
and something, that God can work and do (:

well, He holds all things in his time and will.
all in His time. (yups!)
ask Him, to help me to be patient. (:

i'm good.
having exciting times.
new experiences (: (oh yeahh)
i'm gonna embrace every moment, really. (:

thank God for the people at school.
(: yay, 3 commonwealthians!
and nice nice people. (:

- the end -
LOL.
bye, and so long for a LONG LONG TIME. HAHAHA =D
(because cheryl is extremely lazyy, and prefers to study the human anatomy.)
haha, it actually rhymes!

2009-01-12T20:57:00.007+08:00

israel photos, wonders. (:

Today is an amazing day! (:

I thank Him for being so real.
I know that from today, life will never be the same again.

Now that You're near.

Pray that you'll take control of my work schedule.
Something troubling me.
I know that in Your will and time You make all things possible.
Definitely for this case.

(:
really, my life is about to take on a new dimension.
sunday proved it.
today also proved it.
my journey has begun.

plus, i really don't wanna think of THAT right now.
blame it on why i am like that so easily.
take away that thought!

i know it's a weird post.
but i really just feel like writing this.
He is in control, and yup, my JOB and life is in His hands.
Give me strength, I am weak, and tired.

Amen.

2008-11-24T06:42:00.001+08:00

hello!
i'm at changi airport. (:
real glad the As are OVER.
Thank God.
Off to Israel for a nice trip and a stopover in Hong Kong.
Yay!
Ta-ta, i really need this break

Back on 7th Dec (:

2008-06-22T16:34:00.005+08:00

hello the day i've been dreading has finally come!
HAHAHA. and that is, ONE DAY BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS
and THE MID YRS ARE TMR!

the hols have been great.
i think i've been through quite a bit,
and learnt lots of things! :D
YAY!

few stuff worth mentioning. (:

Lord of the Rings Symphony Concert at Esplanade.(5th June)
Brilliant, i enjoyed the music and the choir.
My bro's birthday celebration, we bought the 3rd most expensive ticket.
WA, shiok, very near the stage. :D

OKAY! Then church camp.
the adults were really high LOL.
It was alright except that i turned emo at times,
abit anti-social at night (sleepy ma)
and yup, i finally released my burdens about the issue to Clarissa n Yurong.
my roommates =D
yes, and due to some mishap on the all-terrain-vehicle left me with a scarred left foot, still in the process of healing ):
not worn covered shoes since that day! WEEEE.
i guess i've built better bonds w youth. yay.

okay tuition every tues and thurs.
kinda enjoyed every lesson. (:

* watched 4 movies. (:
* studied with wx and kb at my house downstairs.
* stayed home few days plus SIMS II
* house painting and new furniture! (:
* 2 meal treats + movie (:
* lunch with alex (:
* section outing! (:
* cut my hair (:
* met the gang fer lunch (:

someone looks really pretty in there! :D

YEAH! (:
you know to admit i dread school cos of _ _ _ _ (kinda)
my mind is just filled with the thoughts of practice, and ah!
it was a gd break from it.
anyway, just 2 more wks aft mid yrs.
YEAH YEAH YEAH!
but i really do hope we'll do well.
i'll do my best (:

i went out the most on the last 2 weeks.
OOPS.
and now, i'm just taking a break. HAHAHA.

i've learnt to let go and not care about trivial things.
about things that hurt or piss me off.
yes!
i just think i've changed, in a way.
it's gd and bad i guess.
OH WELLS.
pray that God will just guide me ba.

wanna thank Adeline for what she said that made me feel loads better.
something about the memories (:
yes, and thank the gang for the lovely lovely present =)
it's really pretty.

okay bye! (:
all the best to everyone =D

2008-05-28T22:28:00.005+08:00

dunno why have the urge to BLOG.

HAHA. mon was chinese paper.
very very disgusting and harder than last yr.
it's all up to God already, i guess (:

Then band.
HMMM.
got "suaned" quite badly.
i got really pissed, with myself.
for not practising and giving excuses about my braces.
just wondered how would i be playing now if i didn't get braces?
BLAH. too late for tracing back.
well, it's my pride i guess.
and so i put everything into His hands,
and accept whatever that comes. YEAH! (:
went to pastamania with section and some ppl.
BLAH. just wanted to waste some time, and simmer down.
HMMMMM. =D

yday was study day.
quite fruitful!
guess its quite satisfying to cross your to-do list. HAHA.
(:

today is stay home day.
WA.i love staying home.
free of worries, and guess what.
NO SPENDING. yes! GSS is on.
packed my wardrobe today.
haha. guess i've GROWN loads.
played SIMS alot, and got a couple to get engaged in UNIVERSITY.
and i'm inspired by sims to study.
cos i make my sims study alot, and they get A+ and got into the dean's list.
WAHAHA.

i had a good tennis game.YAY.
i guess if i really wanna play then i'll play well.
if not i'll anyhow whack. LOL. it's all in the mind.

okay talking nonsense. TA-TA.
drop off a photo. of sister tammy! i think this photo is sooo cute! =)

and lastly for the choir concert (:

the star.(in the middle)

okay bye bye.

2008-05-25T19:39:00.007+08:00

greetings earthlings,
i've disappeared frm earth so long.
HAHAHA. =)

MANY MANY MANY things happened lately.
but there are only a major i events i can remember clearly yup.
I'll put some photos up.
ah, i must have forgotten so much that i have to look at my cam for date reference. HMMM.

jac's off to aussie: 23/3

next yes, how i celebrated my 18 (:
ah. wishes from the band peeps.
got abducted by carol, yanru, darren, mel blinfolded.
ah, i landed on the field with sparklers for my name (:
awww, it was realli sweet. with 18 muffins with 18.
frm alex, caro, singhun. thanks dears.
my cell grp had a cake and card.
call from the gang at night. sighs, i thought you all forgot!
yup, that was it. it wasn't a brilliant day though.

birthday dinner with my family.
ate a $160 jap set meal alone which gave me a horrible unglam allergic reaction.
ah! quite funny. HA HA HA.

yes, Spiritanto XII.
ah. i sold 48 tickets.
wa, thanks to family, church troops(HAHAHA), the gang, nisa and ahmad, minli and jeremy, huishi, thanks for the gifts too. (:
thanks for coming and for support! thanks so much <3

trombones (:

=)

yes, next is AJ idol.
oh yeah, i didn't mention it.
my rock band INCANDESCENCE got through the AJ idol auditions and landed in a boy vs girl band category competition.
it was really interesting. oh my tian, all the chords, and gossiping.
HAHAHA. yup, plus we actually only met up twice to prac.
we won category champions. YAY (:
and those who know, i got a___ _ __ ___, yeah yeah. HAHAHA.
got some punk star stuff. LOL. okay band photo!

HAHA. guess we became a bit more famous eh. LOL.
sam, singhun, melanie, caro, alex, myself <3

haha, yes there's cj concert, speech day, choir concert.
tsk. yup! (:
i've been through loadsa ups and downs. esp with my horrible mood swings when i get really pissed easily and think about some stupid sensitive stuff.
can ppl tell? HMMM. think maybe (not)?
love tuition sessions, although the pass few weeks for me are quite unproductive(right cheryl?). HAHAHA.
but nonetheless i look forward to it. =)

i've drifted and kinda lost control, but i'm back and gonna set myself on track.
=)my duties as qm in band now lighter, as OH YES, the new exco have stepped up.
randy and aaron next in line.
time really flies and amelia yeo just reminded me there are only _ _ wks to As.
bzzt.

and band pracs wouldn't stop yet.
sighs, WHY HAS IT GOT TO BE ON THAT FREAKING MONDAY?
unfair rubbish.
ARGH. =(

fri went to watch indiana jones with sam and zhen kai.
HAHAHA.
nice show, go watch. you're in for a surprise.

sat met sam for some shopping.
bought same top in diff colour from FOX.
and hillsongs united concert was a BLAST!
the stand, hosanna, inside out, mighty to save... AH. all time faves of mine.(:
me and alex escaped to changi terminal 3 for "dinner"
heh, so noob lah, don't know how to get around.
ogling and admiring those who are in the departure hall.
AHHHHH, I WANT GO OVERSEAS! FLY AND SAY BYE BYE! (to As)
i wish man. =(

for now, do what i can.
get my life back on track.
catch up with ppl and study.
go exercise and whack tennis balls.
go watch more movies, and buy things from s'pore sale.
YAY. God pls help me plan my time wisely.

this is a declaration that me, will try my best to study hard.
econs p2 BUSTED.
-bzzt-
i end here.
ta-ta.

2008-03-11T20:19:00.003+08:00

helloz (:

life is okay. haha. can't believe i'm updating now.
multi tasking
1. typing and revising biology
2. playing fish tycoon online
3. updating my blog.

HAHAHA. yups.

oh yeah. i got back chinese.
ah, extremely disappointed with myself.
kept asking myself, WHY? WHAT HAPPENED?
yup, i cried quite badly. ah....
but yup, i've gotten over it and i give thanks to God for my results.
(:
thanks to the people who comforted me and gave me advice and encouragement.
plus my parents, who told me to JIAYOU! (:
yeah man. it really helped.

okay.A levels! (:
haha. i know some really smart ppl. whoo.
congrats dudes.
LOL.
weiqi, sam dick and me took Mr Alvin's car to Novena for dinner aft band.
heh! (: Mr Alvin treated me to a doughnut from doughnut factory! HAHAHA.
i have been eating good food lately.
tues was fish and co with section and jonathan and songhua.
then fri, HAN's.
no wonder i put on weight. OOPS.

okay next, NYAA-ODAC CAMP! 8-10March.
ah. it was really fun.

DAY 1
icebreakers and high elements, and rock wall.
crap, i gave up the rock wall halfway. really disappointed.
yes, and Mr Chin called me Alexandria.
high elements was freaky.. suspened up quite high and walked on a stupid rope with buoys hanging. wa.
field cooking. heh, quite horrible. LOL.

DAY 2
cycling and pulau ubin!
wa, real fun man.
cycling 20 ppl in the line and using compass for navigations.
shouting commands and msgs.
cycled in the forest. super tiring.
war games at night. HAHA.

DAY 3
woken up at 250am to go trekking.
to Bukit Chandu.
played station games- half awake.
solo nightwalk. wa, quite shiok.
relaxing on ground turned to sleeping time
watching sunrise on bridge turned to sleeping time too.

HAHA. yup, that was it.
but i learnt loads on teamwork, and also faith.
thank God my grp was super fun and enthu
i can still remember all their names!
(: cos A2 rocks. haha.
yurong,weijie,cheryl,kahying,angeline,meileng,peirong,jasmine,cindy,janice,
shumin,meimei,reuben,syahir,wenjie,baoxuan,yiyao,jason,shengmao
yup! (: i have a yurong and peirong in my grp. my cousins.
how cool is that.
3 cheers to ODAC, the camp really rocks. (:

yup! (:
okay i gotta go back to studying. ZZZ!
gonna miss SAM when she goes to italy.

me and sam (:
ah, jiayou and all the best.
GO AJ CHOIR!
anyways, i found out how chi-na AJ is.
super chi-na. HMMM!

2008-03-02T20:33:00.003+08:00

this wk has been a GREAT WEEK! yay. (:
all started out with the CMB concert.
haha, thank God for everything, seriously.
thanks to Seri and Nisa for trying so hard to get the tics fer me. (:
some photos! (:

me and dina =)
section photos.. YUP!

the first tbonists =)

ah, a nice night shot (:

the concert was cool, first i helped myself to an empty seat beside ruiyin.
we had seat numbers assigned ah.
then 2 cj band ppl sat beside me. haha! world is small dude. (:
then.. i got chased away, and ended up beside AIN! HAHAHA. we kinda went crazy during the concert. haha. (:

ah. heard alumni play seventh night.
brings back LOADS of memories yea?
remembering the night practices, and night out on the field singing the 'love song'
yup! saw Mr Brando Tan, he whacked me with a hi5. LOL.
great to see e section, and dina darling aft a long time. (:

went home with xinyue, sihui, ade and cheryl.
YAY. (: reached home at 12 plus. haha.

ah! weds was CCA carnival.
thurs was a KFC day (upon caro's request), with caro and sh. LOL. long time no eat.
and fri- band orientation, plus leading of worship, and FACING THE GIANTS!
ah, good movie, although cliche, moved me.
and it made me think about stuff, yup! it helped. =)

okay. i love staying home.
i officially stayed home this sat for the whole day, and it rocks!
weird huh. LOL. but i wanna watch a movie!
ah.. where got time?!?!
zzzz..
yes, sunday. beach day meeting.
we got a mass dance up! super lame, but quite funky.
HAHA.

hello march! 3rd month, yay! super fast.
and ben! haha. let's see it it's once a month post yea. LOL.
wanna get back chinese results. hope, i do not needa retake. HAHA.
God be with me this wk (:

2008-02-24T17:29:00.015+08:00

hello. (:
it's been a frickin'long while since i updated my blog!
i can tell you loads of thingys happened lah.
yeah. i haven't gone on MSN for a long time too. LOL.
i'd rather go out than to go online, or just slack around at home if i had the time. (:

some photos from the picnic. =)it was a blast, except that i hafta leave early.

yup. CNY was great fun.
first day- malaysia, relatives
haha, i'm in love with a cute rabbit. (: (random)

my uncle's rabbit. haha. he rears them to sell.

the feast prepared by huishi jie at godparents'
and i had a girly make-up, dressing accesories know-how session from huishi.
with a free manicure. MUAHAHA. (:

second day- at aunty carol,kat's place and alicia's (:

we were crazy cos we took a london cab. and paid a booking fee of 8 bucks.
me, yurong, joel, david, tammy. (:
got a lift home from adriel. YUPS.

ah yes, third day was alex, caro, shaocong's house
me, alex, caro, gy, eric, wx, sam
hahaha. (: but it was really fun. they came over too. (:
some photos (:

photos courtesy of SAM! (:

then che, angel, and sihui came fer dinner! pastamania. (:

yayness.

that's my cny (:
next will be vday.
i know i got BAND PRACS.
so i know i spent my vday kissing my trombone,how lovely. (:
got 2 roses. YEAH.

a bit of the recent things, like tuition with dear cousin CHERYL every weds.
math tutor jenny intro-ed by JOEL LIM.
yups, so i'll get to see them every weds. yayness. =)

band is oh-kay lah.
3 juniors for PAE: sweekee, alan, liting.
none are staying. ): but all the best to them. yup!

ah, church is cool. been staying back on sunday's and it's really fun.
LOL. like arcade and stuff. yup!
i've decided to try to balance my time.
weekends= 1 day out, and 1 day home.
uh-huh! (:
i needa study. argh, i hate saying and telling myself over and over again!
fri was cool. i enjoyed the prayer session (:
loved today's sermon. about seeking and knowing GOD. (: <3

YES! fri ended early so i made it in time for worship.
YEAH YEAH YEAH.

ah wx bday!
met ade, che and sh for a lil while then..off to cine.
hehheh. the movie plans were busted cos it was all FULL.
so we practically zuo bo for like 2hrs, then settled in hip diners for e celebration.
alex and joel came tgt. ER-HEM.
okay, then to the arcade.
then home. yay.

yup okay i spent bout 45 mins on this post.
and i AM looking forward to the march hols. HOHOHO.
okay. bye bye. (:

2008-01-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

oh hello (:
i haven't welcomed 2008 yet. yup.
HELLO!!!!

it's gonna be an exciting yr.
after the A's i'm gonna spend a BOMB on trips and what nots,
plus earning my own money. (:
i'm using those as a motivation.
yup! plus, i wanna go to Cambodia.
i miss the insects. =p

the yr so far is fine, managed to escape from non-completed hw.
hehheh.
and shopped on the 6th of Jan with che, and ade at orchard.
we bought LOADS of stuff, it's like real shopping.
wa so fun. (:

not forgetting the bbq at ben's. (:

and also the many flowers i got fer Harmonie concert!
thanks to: Alex, Adriel, Caro, WeiXian, Joshua, Joel, Cheryl, Liwee, Adeline, Benjamin, Jacqueline, Jeremy, HuiShi, Huishi's friend, Eugene. (:

i remembered gg fer supper till 1 am. (:

yup. (:
it's off to a good start.
with myself doing my resolutions.
with me doing better in church.
with some great company from me classmateys. (:
and,
okay, at least the instrument thingy for band orientation didn't screw up.
except, that i made mr alvin pissed for my blurness.
LOLX.

had clement's talk last thurs, about obedience
hmmms! really impactful. (:
feel that God is now so real,
that every thing around me, or what ppl say to me is telling me something.
like, it's a good feeling. (:

badminton on sat.
joel came to play.
anyway, i really kinda deproved and sucked so i must play more.
AH.

davidlim and yurong came fer dinner yday.
muahaha, i think doing math in church is GOOD.
esp, when u have the old ppl with u. HAHA. (:

yay.
anyway, made a worship covenant yday.
i hope i'll really meet it.

one wish for the new year: to RAWK on MY DRUMS, and studies. and also Him.
i dunno why i'm updating. i guess i'm just kinda bored.
after doing an econs essay. MUAHAHA. (:

the end, and bye bye. (:
happy birthday to QIULIN, and to my shi-sister, SHI HUI! (:
in one day advance. hahaha.

and i miss PJ. and i wonder how life would be if i'm now in 07S01.
-ponders-

2008-01-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

check out my new skin. COMMENTS? (:

haha.

2007-12-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

yoz

i'm mood swinging now.
in church,
i really feel so, whatever was that word?

in side OUT.

bye bye. (:

yay, i feel much better. haha.

2007-12-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

this is a grp photo of the youths, our mural in Cambodia. (:

band everyday.
so disgusting la, argh!
my back is aching.
i've been coming back really late, bout 11?

monday was exco meeing.
tuesday was dinner with ade and ben at orchard.
happens my mom was there, so i had to go home with her -.-""
weds was the charity performance thingy with SA band.
i tink i got a bit pissed with the playing, that i kept playing wrong notes.
HAHA.

okay, i'm kinda grounded today.
my mom told my bro to keep watch over me.
he's doing a good job i guess.
cos if really got grounded, i'm so dead, still got loads of stuff to do!

tonight's the Cambodia trip dinner.
yay. i told the uncle to bring good food.
HA! (:

tmr's the concert.
yes! finally, i tell you.
i shall say it outright. I'M SICK OF BAND!
-.-""
managed to sell all my 15 tics, plus 3 more.
thank God, i was so worried. cos heard sales is quite bad.
yup!
okay, shi tien, after tmr okay, just tmr.
then freedom! (for now)
okay, study study.
bye! (:

2007-12-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

oh hi, i'm back from cambodia.

i miss the kids,
the peeps!
the aunties and uncles (in a way)
and the simple, stress free life there.

really simple life, basic needs are not even properly met.
the kids are so innocent, they worship and seek the Lord with such joy, and innocence.

yup! i love the "sermons" from clement.
the bus rides, sleeping.
the chance to strum the guitar.
the stupid crappy stuff from the 7 of us.
ADRIEL, ALEXANDRIA, CAROLINE, JOEL, JOSHUA, WEI XIAN.

first 3 nights in banteay binchay(dunno correct spelling not)
slept with the bugs, played with the dogs, bathed in the cold, rinsed mouth with bottled water, heard the aunties complaining and waking up at 4am to bathe, painted the walls, played drums for christmas outreach there.

2 nights in Phnom Penh,
sermons, more orphanages, sharing, 45mins shopping, eating friend tarantula's legs, bridging, crapping, food food. (:

thank God for the time there.
was a bit emo on the way back,
just thinking alot about really how lucky we are.
also thought about the band pracs, and how 1 wk i am going to play for a concert, which pieces i haven't mastered, and still suck.
the homework! the loads of them, plus the revision argh. ):
thought bout some stuff, and "what the hell" myself.
yup! ):

i wanna go cambodia again! (:
i love bugs. haha.

the trip, has definitely changed me.
my spiritual life has grown to, felt that God answered my deepest questions that has been bugging me for a LONG LONG TIME!

i prayed for the Kids once, and just broke down halfway,
for no apparent reason whatsoever.
blah!
okay enough.

dahdahdah.
next wk got concert!
yay. then free from band for quite a while.
tsk! (:

2007-12-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

my latest, really cute guy. :D

i'm really quite lazy to blog.
i guess, no one visits this blog anymore! haha.
random post.
i needa get studying man.
i took out my braces.
and my first meal was FISH and CHIPS! with ade, che, angel, sh
3 movies, enchanted, hitman, the kingdom. (:
red cow stayover!
the gang, BAKING!
yeah! (:
cj-aj band concert coming up!
prac, and play hard, shi tien.
study study!
and stop going out.
or, wasting time at home.
ooh no, i hate that feeling. ):
anyway, i'm flying off to cambodia on the 8th.
back on 13th.
Ta-Ta.
i want a new spark in my life.
i wanna be ignited! :D
sat, dinner at david's.
sun, out with alan.
mon, joel and sing hun!
yeah, that's about it.
emo-ing again. SIGH. =(

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

2007-11-14T11:52:00.000+08:00

JUMP JUMPY JUMP!

chalet totally rocks. (:
parents came and fetch me home at 230 am!
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST LET ME STAYOVER HUH??

deepavali was spent shopping at NTUC w alex, sh, caro and wx for bbq stuff.
then with my nonsense cousin, YURONG. (:
watched wedding planner.
then island creamery with y,a,j.
haha. first time! (:
then dinner at some thai restaurant, w david joining us.
okay officially i'm broke.
with the $22 to class fund. ):

class chalet was quite fun. (:
it was at ALEX's
didn't eat much though.
i got dunked.
not funny hor.
had a bit of flu that night.
LOL.
truth and dare was cool. (=

Hey! (:
LONG TIME EH.
life has been like stressed, and quite fun.

I HAVE BEEN SLACKING LIKE A PIG
i am gg to become a potato couch.
i must exercise
i must play tennis more
my dad says i got standard already. HAHA.
i want more tennis outfits!
that's if i improve
i have a white nike tennis skirt at home
(fake from china, HAHA)
but what's the use of wearing if i can't play properly right!
HAHA. okay random thought.

dragon boat on mon was great. (:
well, it rained when we got into the water
but i thank God that it went out fine.
YAY! =)

the Li Shi Ting Tien's dance couldn't be put into the SL camp!
ahhh.
but it's fine you know,
we had fun. HAHA. (:

i must sit down and do some studying. I MUST! ):
at the same time balance work and play.
i have loads to pray about.

OH AND I WATCHED SAW 4!
at sam's hse.
ooh it IS really R21 stuff.
shall not go into the DETAILS.
MUAHAHA. i can just tell u it's just like anatomy. (:

okay, bye! (:

stop thinking of destroying ur brain. -.-""

2007-11-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

brr. ):

feeling trouble bout band stuff
teacher just called to scold bout the late notice of the econs lecture which will affect the meeting time tmr.
i know it's my fault, but i really forgot! )=
yeah, and jeremy too.
and now i suddenly remembered i got bio
even worse!
sigh, God i pray it'll be alright tmr. (:

on sat
met alex for lunch at PS.
had carl's junior. MMMM! (:
didn't go HOPE, but went home to start packing.

went to ikea aft church w singhun and my parents.
bought lotsa stuff!
plus the meatballs
and also, su tong yao. (:

okay.
i just feel so pressured.
like on sat the response thingy
so last min, then kept being rushed
suddenly my temper is quite short
ppl chase, by sms, i will be like ARGH!

there are many things in my head.
so much that i forget to do stuff.
bring stuff.
ooh man i hate this
like bout the clarinets, 3 ppl asked me the same thing
i was like so pissed, i took 1 whole day to reply.

ah and now sometimes,
i often forget to reply msgs
genuinely forget unless it's like to and fro kinda thing
also my phone is driving me nuts

and also i dunno my mom let me stay for the 2 chalets!
AHHH! ):

this is a complain post though.
lol
God pls help me to stop thinking and worrying too much. (:

and also,
i can't seem to find the gym key and cinnabar island.
haha. (:

2007-11-03T10:19:00.000+08:00

some of the only random photos i have in my comp. (:

OH hello! (:
yay. finally chinese and op is over!
no more Bill Gates for now. haha.

i only can remember some key events that toook place lah.
last wk and this wk, the rest was like pw?

yup! last sat i had breakfast with my mom at Bukit Ho Swee.
it was damn cool lah! cheap and gd food.
i love eating out with my mom.
both of us can really eat man. HAHA. (:
went to esplanade aft that ALONE to do some chinese.
found some scores. HEH.
then went to Liting's church for the 2nd time.
and ALEXANDRIA, CAROLINE, SING HUN came too.
yay! (: thank God that Caro went, i think she was a bit lost.
haha. but nonetheless, SHE CAME! (:
weeee.
night, was exco meeting w CJ exco.
haha. saw joey. he's librarian
anyways, we were supposed to think of the combined concert name
we girls RAWK man. came up with such wonderful names.
guys thought of "flying with Alvin"
-.-""
got a lift home from CJ gal Melissa from toa payoh
yayness. (:

AFTER CHINESE! (:
HAHA. went to settler's cafe with THEM.
woah it was damn fun.
at least i played 3 hrs this time!

OP PRAC.
in the morning, i went in and booked a rm.
it was rather fun.
me and munirah were like talking to each other.
but still can't get away the nervousness! =(
yup. then THEY came to my house to all prac OP.
it was so cool! got to know other projects there were like 6 diff pw grps.
HAHA. thanks for the time man! <3

OP DAY.
BAAAAH. shouldn't have slept late.
so tired the next day.
Thank God for Mdm Ng, Yurong, Angeline, CherylK. who helped me SOO MUCH FOR MY I AND R! (:
was a bit nervous, but it's over!
the girls were like c'mon you must smile! don't scared.
ah. it's not easy for me.
so yup! (:
Me, Sam, Eric, Caro, Munirah watched HOTEL RWANDA in the lib while waiting.
waa. very nice. SOBz.
then we went to pizza hut. so cool lah.
met the CURIE and MLK grp at subway.
then 9 of us trooped down to JERICHO to slack.
sh joined us later on.
MUAHAHAHA. bridge, jamming, table soccer, slp.
aiyo! then i got alex lost, all cos of my poor sense of direction.
SORRY SORRY! ):

THURS.
stay home day.
AOE, POKEMON, WHAT A GIRL WANTS.
then dinner, haha. ghost story telling session! (:

FRI.
SL meeting at AMK at 10.
supposed to go IKEA, but scared not enough time cos got worship prac.
so me and sh impromptu watched GAMEPLAY.
wa, very nice and funny. HAHA.
okay worship was cool!
i never played the drums so rock, so fast, so LOUD in my drumming life.
wow. they were like GOOD GOOD, HMMM!
but nah, so loud i had to wear earplugs, while the rest of the band suffered.
but could feel the joy from the ppl below.
THANK GOD! (:
SH stayed over for the night, cos she was kinda locked out.
her mom slept early.

okays cool! (:
next wk will be a busy wk.
chalets! really hope i can stay.
i'll pack my rm today, and be a good girl.
and buzz my mp.
okay bye! ta-ta
ooh the couple is meeting on the next episode!
su tong yao, channel 55, 1140pm. CATCH IT. (:

WHY DID JOB DO THAT?
WILL I BE ABLE TO DO IT?
HMMM. (:

2007-10-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

hey. (:

long time no update. ):

yeah. promos and stuff.
and cambridge.. blah..

suddenly this wk very emo.
from last wk. dunno why, don't ask me.
thinking about life and it's factors.
yes, and pw.
and about how hypocrite i can be sometimes, actually.
pw really brings out the worst. ):

yeah. (:
i can't exactly remember what happened during the past 2 months.
all i remember are the fun good stuff.

glad that xinyue's music o level prac is over.
for me, it's like nothing to keep me on the piano except a duet, or that scarlatti song i wanna learn.
yes, and i watched nanny diaries. it rocked. (:

ah. and, sandcastle building at east coast, plus the fantastic dinner at east coast park, with eleven girls around a table. (:

yes, and incandescence, for open house!
and, the horrible lecture from alvin that made me feel damn horrible.
and also, mel's b'day celebration at newyorknewyork.

sat, i bought a new hp pavilion desktop.
and, also got a laptop from dayi. (:
and got a new sims2 BON VOYAGE!

yay.
had pw today, and went to ben's nice big house today.
7 of us, with a cute dog and his very nice brother. (:
made a scrapbk for liwee plus muffins. yay.

okay. that's all. i'll update bout cambridge soon.
i really have no time.
pw first!

yup. and i'm really emoing.
oh no, help. ):

ah! God pls help me.

2007-08-06T05:33:00.000+08:00

I'm in Cambridge! (:
since 31st July till today.
it's 1030pm over here. lol.
using Sab's laptop to do my WR.
crap.
enjoying myself here.
(:
i'll update when i get home yea?
which is on the 14th of Aug. So much to say!
and homework to do. ah, seriously.
and i miss many many ppl.

bye!
(:

tsk. there are many hunks here. smart ones too! (:

2007-07-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

Life's good.
having quite some fun in aj.
going high and crazy.
doing stupid stuff.
class more bonded.
passed all subs for mid yrs.
watched black and white tv in singhun's house with caroline.
crapping about ANYTHING UNDER THE SUN with alex.
spilling curry on my shirt, with caroline having to laugh at me saying i actually look "not bad"in an oversized guy sch u (borrowed from office).
having loads of exco meetings.
dozing during lectures.
playing a LAME BORING dolly board game during bio prac.
during stupid stuff during practicals, like shooting water at each other using syringes.
waking up for school to only look forward to LECTURES AND TUTORIALS! -.-"
stoning in school with sh and wq, and end up gg for bubble tea at bishan.
going to stc for syf performance and running back to church.
entering marriot hotel room w singhun and alex (i've never been there!)
re-reading harry potter books and end up not doing homework.
Thank God for everything.
for the nicely woven events of my life.(:

these are the many outdated photos.
acknowledgement: alexandria! (:

yup.
many things have happened, both good and bad.
but mostly good though. YUP! (:
except today i felt hurt. ):

the story goes like this:
today's SJI concert, then during interval, seeing my bro's not appearing, trying to be nice, went in to search for him. i looked like a complete idiot walking around aimlessly.
then...... i was told, that APPARENTLY, he met the rest of them outside and was given the flowers.
and didn't tell me to stop looking for him.
i couldn't meet and congratulate my dearest brother.
couldn't say hi to aj ppl.
my night was screwed.
well, i seldom act up like this.
but when i do, it's horrible.
okaayyyy.. ENOUGH!
at least i managed to say YO to jeremy (:

i don't usually write such stuff on my blog.
but i'm still feeling so pissed.
i can't help it.
BAAA. God pls grant me self-control n forgiveness.

okay! back to happy stuff. (:
I KNOW THE ENDING OF THE 7TH BOOK!
cynthia told me. MUAHAHA.
i'd rather know bout it first.

i really look forward to next wk.
mon! i'm watching hp. (:
gave up the chance to watch with the gang, cos i'm terribly broke.
so, i'd go fer the free one! compliments from my aunt. (:
i'm gonna try to crash PJ too.
i terribly miss them. <3
2 wks plus u know!
dragon-boating on sat. i can't wait.
i just LOVE water and paddling. (:
marist concert w section.
and i'm flying off to uk.
i really cannot cannot WAIT!
ah!

my bro's back.
i told him bout it.
he said it doesn't matter.
so well, i guess. (:

we are going to have a band! (:
alex: guitars
singhun: keyboard
caroline: vocals
me: drums

sam and carrie just bombarded us with a uk shopping list.
well, if only i owned the bank yea. LOL.
and i have my own prayer list.
ta-ta! (:
i'm still praying bout that.

whatya gonna do with stars in their eyes?

2007-07-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

watched transformers with alan on friday.
it's a good movie man! (:
uh-huh.
then alex came for cell!
coolnesses.

cip on sat morning at njc! with 14/07 and singhun!
cut wrappers and unwrapped stuff.
played mass games and stuff. fun day!
i think we bonded quite a bit on that day!
3 cheers for alex for organising. (:

next, to marina sq swensens for cmb tbone section lunch.

ah. nat's gg to aust to study.
so this lunch is to her! (:
caught up alot with dina and sq.

here's one pic of us in the toilet!

it's like the whole section when i was sec 1.
four generations! WOW. jeremy wasnt there though.

next stop!
somerset. heh. (:
to celebrate my dear cheryl's bday and clara's bday. (:

watched over the hedge in cine lvl 9. (:

balloon galore! <3

yup! had dinner, then neos then to taka.
bought roxy handbag and a tee. 60%! (:

wx, alex, sh, me! (:

yay! the concert is over.
met a long lost friend, Esther at the concert!
alex and i put up (in my opinion), the best one ever. (:
yay! we rocked. (:
thanks to emily, sh, and wx who came.
ate subway, went to yamaha then shopped at taka again.
this time, alex and sh bought the same handbag! (:
haha. coolness.
chatted at coffee bean.

argh!
my dad's annoying.
he got pissed with me for buying stuff and coming home late 2 days in a row.
ARGH!
he kept rambling on about studies and about enjoying air-con.
he's still at it!
i'm not gonna lose my patience.
i'm just gonna keep quiet.
he says things like cancelling uk trip.
AH! ):
i'll pray... shhhh.

me and xinyue. (:
we swam today and chatted.
long time no swim!
i slacked today, and did some work.
ah! no more okay shi tien.
buck up!!!
AHHHH!
God pls grant me the discipline.
that's all. i think i'm not updating for quite a while.
cheerios!
work hard. (:

2007-06-29T10:32:00.000+08:00

funky green jackets

okay! at least the commontests are over, i can rest my mind at ease. (:

well, i know it didn't go so well.
so enjoy myself while i can yea! (:
haha.

life's good. (:
that's all i can say.
going out quite a bit, and i'm already broke.
$2.92 to survive me till sat!
gosh. 0.0

my mom had a surprise party on sunday!
it was real cool.
i only asked the family, bout 20 of us.
and at least 15 more ppl came.
oh my.
squeeze in my humble home. HAHA.
thank God it went well though.
oh freak!
my cousin uploaded all my 14 stupid face photos on her blog. AHHHH!
my image is tarnished. ):
but i like this photo from all the 14 photos. HAHAHA.

i had sakae yday with some classmates and sing hun.
and i'm damn broke. ):
boohoo.
band's starting again soon. HMMM!
concert's on sunday.
heh.
and cambridge is one month away. BOOHOO.

okay.
that's all.
i'm going out later.
playing sims first. HAHA
i miss THE SIMS.

the hols

2007-06-21T09:21:00.000+08:00

some china pics from alex. (:

these 2 wks,
i guess, have not been very fruitful though. HAHA.
at least did some stuff, understood some stuff.

i successfully stayed home from weds to fri last wk.
(=
really happy!
eh, except fri, i visited elaine.
ah!
the fridge was my friend! haha.
and my study table.
last mon- sentosa for cip!
last tues- badminton in the morning, then met che and ade at orchard. <3, then.. met 07s01gals and zx at lot 1 for pizza hut. was terribly late. -.-"

yup! went to melaka for the weekend.
did some shopping and a wee tiny bit of studying. (:

this tues- heh! went to alex hse to study with sing hun. i guessed we stuffed ourselves with chocs and chat alot. OOPS. =x

yday- exco meeting, pw meeting (yes! finally, we rock), study at church, acjc concert- i saw dexian and seha! (=

i think studying is church is rather fun. bridge games are for breaks. LOL.

common tests next wk!
must jiayou.
aiya, if cannot (if if if, not being negative), then ya, work hard for promos.
everyone jiayou! (:

Thank God for his many blessings.

2007-06-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

yes! you can say i'm having quite a good life lah. (:

haha.
i'm just gonna update stuff bout my life.

first up!
kat's wedding. haha. (:
played drums. yea baby!

haha. the four of us. (:
yes.
next, syf.
we got a silver.
but i thank God for the process, and friendships forged. lol.
we were very close to getting a gold too.
plus, i saw minli! thanks man. (:

my section (:

muahaha! (:
watched spidey 3 with the tbonists aft syf.
haha. coolnesses!

next, it's speech day!
i was sick the day before, and almost fainted.
played soccer in the room and knocked a hole in the ceiling.
but at least the whole thingy went well.
and my speaker worked!
dinner at thai express aft that.(:

yes, next PHANTOM!
watched with my family.
yay. it rocked man.
cool stuff.

next.. outing! with che, ade, sihui, ben.
wow! i miss them to the max highest level.
thanks the the nice purple notebook and handbag. (: hahaha.
watched paris je tai'me.
not bad! got elijah wood can le. (;

next.. china trip!
i can't remember much. but i shall just say what i remember.
we met early at the airport. (:
1. i couldn't sleep the day i left, and the flight got delayed.
2. my hotel room sucked as the aircon broke down. and we had dance prac near the lifts. LOL.
3. the toilets were horrific.
4. kunming 14 high is a good school and have really friendly ppl. had chem lessons, in which i kinda enjoyed. (:
5. played a bball match, in which i got laughed at for bouncing the ball the wrong way
6. gaoxin high school is a rich school, and i slept during their chinese lit lesson.
7. anning middle school, in which we had a welcome by a class. and had to embarrass myself with my chinese. -.-", and we played some soccer with the gals. (:
8. skiing on grass was horrific experience.
9. i shot 2 bullseye in a row, one the wrong board. haha. during archery.
10. temples and more temples, with high staircases. -.-"
11. jiuxiang caves, and the stone forest. which made me feel super depressed and extremely stony. -.-"
12. alot of traditional dances, and culture stuffs.
13. a k box and mahjong session on the boat ride was super fun!
14. nights of chats and card games in the hotel rooms. (:
15. wrestling with natalie on the last day of the trip. LOL.
16. the anger period, where i felt like punching a punch bag. LOL.
17. gym on the last night of the trip. heh!
18. almost bought neon green ck boxers! MUAHAHA.
19. shopping lah! (: fake stuff and 8 REAL MUSIC CDS. (emphazised originals)
20. the crazy bus rides, and high times with alex. super horribly funny! (:
21. the trying on of the costumes. i was empress. so fun lah!
22. food times. not bad at all.(eyes brightens, and rubs tummy) i ate loads, and got fat lah. okay whatever.
23. sneaking out once and running all the way back from the shopping place.
24. saw how the roadside stall owners running away when the police came HAHA.
25. horrible horrible plane ride back. squeezy! and the old man's chair was so low la. i could just kick his chair upright!

that's all i know.
it was complete freedom.
almost complete, cos got teachers.
but i missed my family. (:
yay! cambridge is next.

thank God for protection against the earthquake.
we were real lucky man! (:

okay. fri!
econs tutorials for 3 and a half hours. surprised i survived.
whole class pangsaed us, so me alex singhun watched OCEAN"S 13!
in which i dozed off for a while in the middle. LOL.
tried clothes at MANGO. i lovve the cool top dress. (:

today!
exco meeting at causeway in the morning at 9am. -.-"
lunch at white dog cafe with alan. HELLO! it was good to catch up. (:
then back to causeway for pw meeting.
then slept on the way home.
badminton game with bro, almost dislocating my arm.
and i'm stinky, in front of my comp.
typing this. and took some photos from webshots.

kunming 14 ppl. huxiao! (:

ah. in the jiuxiang caves.

at the stony forest.

with the costumes. try to spot ME! i'm in the first row. (:

more photos with alex. (:

i gotta mug soon. and when i mug i must really mug with all my heart. cos i'm behind time. LOL.
God pls help me! (:

tmr is shopping day. (: yes yes yes!
enjoy first.
jiayou man! myself! (:

bye. zzz.

2007-05-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

YES!

at least my comp can work for now.
have not updated for like a month??!
haha. yeah. i was busy, and my comp was down. ):

will be leaving home for the airport in like 30mins??
going to china, Kunming, with the school!
back next thurs,7 june, 2am.
flight at 3am later!

woohoo. so exciting.
i have been waiting SOOO LONG.
pray that God will be with me. (:

yeah. i'll update real soon! bout everything that happened in the past 1 month.
ALOT of things man. like syf and stuff.

update when i return!
meanwhile, take care everyone.

XOXOXOXO. (:

taggie replies:

melody: yea yea! (: take care too. miss you loads. meet up soon yea!
yang: HELLO MAN! hope you're doing good, and fine! (:
dina: ooh definitely. you can one lah! wanna go out? me you sq. (:
si wen: heys. sorry i can't make it for the co concert. i'll not be gg back anytime soon too. lol. take care man!

belinda: ooh definitely. thanks man! (:
yvonnne: ooh man! i miss you too. (: how's work coming along? yesh pls put a space for my name. HAHA.

huishan: yes outing on the 12th! finally. (: hope the shoes fitted u. lol. take care!
alexandria: BOO! hello! you tagged!
eugene: you too! cya. (:
yanz: yea yea! of course. you take care too. cya soon! (:

2007-04-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

WOW! it's gonna be 3 wks since i last updated. HAHAHA. (:
my life has fallen into a routine.
band, school, homework, church. BLEAHX.
yesh.
from 8th april, many things have happened!
i'll only blog bout those i can remember! (:

ah.
9th april- festival of life!
learnt a jazz dance to the song MY LOVE.
ooh. super exciting!
then went to amk library to MUG.
wahaha. (:

12th april- PJ day.
i went back to PJC!
met 4/3 buddies. <3
and, huiting, ruiping joyce and leon, and sabrina and zhong ri!
YAY YAY!
nice meeting them.
i really miss PJ...

13th-15th april- BAND CAMP!
yes, i was the band i/c.
it went pretty well i guess.
i had to shout for them to gather, have lunch, clear up, wake ppl up, chase people, and WAKE UP AT 3AM TO PATROL!
i was SOOO tired, i dozed off while the guy was teaching us. haha.
chatted with alex on the first night, called geng yuan to disturb him.
2nd night, chatted with mel and sam.
thank God for everything! (:

16th april- AJ choir concert
yes yes yes!
me and alex ponned aft school to go for dental appt.
both of us put black. MUAHAHA.
then went to esplanade lib to mug.
then geng yuan met us, bought flower for sam (14/07).
the concert was FANTASTIC! wow.

oh yes, then it's 18th april!

me and huiting(twin)!! we are 18th april babies. ((:

i'm SeVeNtEeN! (:
had a card and a song from my class.
singhun and band peeps bought me a cake!
met huishan and shinyun.

passed me a present from 07s01.
awww. it was nice.
my family bought me a choc mousse cake!
ah. thanks thanks. (:

hahaha. just a photo to show that this is how i looked when i'm 17. (:

yeah! okay, the next thing i remember is cell group.
my sara lee choc cake.
and apple and cranberry juice. HAHA. (:

okay! SAT!
21st april, is family day!
we had a stall.. called.
"cup the balls"
sounds funny eh?
the response was not too bad!
the teacher's kids came to play. HAHAHA.
clarissa played too!
i had a eating spree in the morning.
then went to haunted house.
wa.. okay la, i screamed first.
then had section lunch at BUGIS.
took a taxi back to sch, went to conference hall for syf prac.
we sounded good. thank God. (:
we played that freeze game on the bus.
and oh my, reuben is a GOOOD ENTERTAINER. LOL.

yesh.
then next i can remember is..
yday!
xinyue's music exam.
the piano sucked lah.
but thank God, the piece was smooth. PHEW.
i'll try to memorise it.
i saw a bassoon player, wa.. he's damn good.
and he looks like someone CHERYL KOH will like.
satoshi that kind. HAHAHA. (:

today!
resilience training.
i did my bio mind maps.
had a cake for the april babiies today.
me, sam (14/07), and carolineeee!!!!
yay.
ate at a market. (:
met che, mab, clara, ade at cck.
watched 200 pound beauty!
nice nice nice!
i'm gonna post a blog on beauty for gp.
wanna read? go to..
www.musicmakeslives.blogspot.com
if you are bored lah.
okay,
met seri to teach her chem, and had a good chat.
then i played 15mins of badminton.
and ate luncheon meat fried rice. (:

if you ask me,
i'll say.. school's fine!
except for homework.
i got 1 digit marks for every test (so far)
yup! i'll jiayou jiayou!
syf on 11th may.
I CAN"T WAIT!
and yes, i'm going to china and cambridge.
kunming for immersion programme.
ah! 28thmay to 6thjune.
ever since PJ presented bout their china trips. (:

cambridge to study biotech for 2 weeks!
OOH! UK HERE I COME! (:
my dream to go to europe will come in 3 months.
meanwhile, i'll try to juggle both band studies.
with God's help!
Go Go JIAYOU! (:

okay. i gotta go.
take care everyone! hahaha.
God bless.

haha. alex the clarinetist.

haha.. cool eh?

ooh. i miss many ppl!
you, you and you and you!

2007-04-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

OH MY.
so much things have happened. things, good and bad.
i guess it's part and parcel of life yea?

okay. first up on my update!
I and E day.
ah.. a day of learning and activities.
HMMMS! (:
a class photo we took. (:

the day was fine, i guess. just super tiring.
BAND BAND BAND was my week, for that week.
LOL. it's like every single day.
i haven't got time to mug!!
me and alex complain everyday sia. tsk tsk.

another life changing announcement.
ah. i've been made camp i/c for band camp.
it's not good news okay, if you know me well, i hate talking in front of big groups of ppl.
i only love admin stuff. AHH. crap.
God pls help me! ):

okay next up!
CJ band concert, on sat.
yup! ate at j8, then hanged out around, library.
me and dick browsed through marine books.
wa.. he's really pro. (:
3 of us, at the library.

haha. a lame photo. LOL.

yup! that's all for CJ concert.

then on sunday, first april, AJ band concert.
WAAA.
the rehearsal was like fine and everything,
then concert leh. A-H-E-M. no comments!
but i know i wasn't good. ):

heh. 3 of us tbone gals. lame pose.

a gang of us.

yay!

yay!

we exchanged ties.

yay!

yay yay yay! (:

ooh sam mel me!
wa.. thank God for two of them.
they gave me loads of support for the camp thingy! (:
thank God for the church peeps! (:
thank God for my family. (:

rushed to j8 aft reaching school with alex to meet class guys.
all of them pang seh, left eric.
HAHA. (:

ooh yeah.
monday pe was HORRID.
running for like 7 rounds?
sprints? hops? my muscle's gonna tear!
sit ups? incline? crunches? wa seh.

my week was like totally trying to catch up with work,
and also doing the proposal and organising stuff.
NO LIFE SEH.
but thank God for Jin Hern, he's a good help. (:

thurs!
uh-huh.
went for late late dinner at amk aft band.
it was quite fun..
but it was the games committee meetings anyway.
LOL.
reached home at 1130pm, and did proposal till 3am.
ZzZZ.

FRIDAY.
good friday again.
Thank God for Jesus. (:
ah.. time flies.
yesh. went fer lunch w singhun, cinli and song hua at city hall.
then went home.. and i met..

PREBEN!

JOYCE and LOUISE. (:

yay! so cool.
i miss PJ. ahh.. ):
went home and had a LOOONG nap.
didn't go cell. very tired. HAHA.

sat! (:
woke up early to do homework.
then met che and ade at CSS.
took some photos.

i like this photo the best. (:

heard CMB play.
wow. they sound real good.
as in REAL REAL REAL GOOD!
GO GO GO CMB! GOLD w HONOURS! (:

yay! rushed to vivo to meet ben and clara.
wa clara! long time no see! (:

had carl's junior,
then walked around.
topshop! pull and bear! river island!
wa... exciting day. more photos up! (:

rushed to play badminton.
sizzles.
if not i could have went to orchard and met ANTO!
i must see u in august okay!
take care anto! God bless. (:

i have some festival of life thingy, and i'm taking JAZZ dancing!
wahaha. sounds fun? i'll fill u in.

i pray that my proposal and band camp goes well.
i pray that my pimple will go away.
i pray that i'll survive, and be fine.
i pray that i'll catch up soon! (:

i think life can really rock, if you think positive.

tags: 07s01, 4/3..
ah! man u lost to portsmouth. HOW CAN??

tag replies:

clara: haha! serious! singapore is so small. waa.. you take care and have fun man!

dina: haha! free nylon.. i almost forgot what it meant. update your blog! (:

shirl: it's okay. (: oh anyway aj got choir concert leh. wanna go? support zk and eug.

adeline: yeah. i miss you too. i love lighting bunsen burners. must update me on shuai ge ok! LOL.

yurong: haha. hope my band teacher allows me to take leave eevery alt wk.

xiner: thanks for coming! glad to see u at city hall on fri! so pretty. haha. (:

huishan: BOOOO!!! (: ah.. soon soon. update me on what time ur lessons end! hope got no band everyday seh.

si wen: of course! how's your yangqin exam anyway? (: enjoy yourself. siewling wants to meet us i think.

2007-03-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

BOO!

one week passed in a FLASH! (:

first and foremost,

i'll like to thank God for ALEXANDRIA!

haha.

i met her at NJ band tune in last yr.

yup! and we're classmates!

this is ultra super duper cool man.
cos i was really afraid like no friends.

didn't go for orientation or anything.

yup! its cool. (:

this wk in a nutshell: super tiring.

band on tues, weds, thurs, fri.

went fer dinner after band lah!

reached home at 11pm. my dad blew his top. LOL.

zzz. didn't do any work or revision.

oops! and my ivle doesn't work.

i'm so so dead.

i got LOADS to catch up.

my embrouchure was gone on fri.

my lips are FALLING APART!

brrr..

but band practices times fly real fast! (:

more bout my class.

my class is cool.

17 girls, 8 guys.

at least my class guys interact with us lah.

we even played table soccer and air hockey today. haha.

ah.

last fri.

oh man! i gotta tell band teacher that i needa leave early on every alt wk.

i'm praying hard that it'll go fine.

I can't shirk my drumming responsibilities.

NO NO. COMMITMENT!

yup. i hope it'll b fine.

last sat!

band prac.

then met ben, mab, ade, che, tk for lunch and K BOX! (:

i love k box sessions.

you can sing out of tune and no one bothers.

you can stand on the chairs and dance and no one bothers.

you can get HIGH! and no one bothers.

how cool is that huh? (:

went home quite late.

and got my dad really mad again. LOL.

heh.

AJ band concert this SUN! APRIL FOOLS! (:

at VCH. anyone want tix? $10.

haha. my grandma is going!

and some church and classmateys.

coolnesses.

i miss my mommy! :'(

she's finally coming home this weds.

YES YES YES!

i found some really OLD photos.

random. HAHA. brings back some memories.

haha this was in 2002?

haha. this was 2004?

i needa go.

do some math! i guess.

take care (:

how do i live without you?

i want to know.

how do i breathe without you?

if you ever go.

how do i ever, ever survive?

how do i live, how do i live?

- F.I.R.. tian tian ye ye. (:

2007-03-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

HMMMS.

i went for lunch at CAFE CARTEL yday with my family.
yup! i ate ALOT. tsk tsk.
then did some shopping.
bought korean dramas. HAHAHA.
played badminton at night,
and then i was super shag.

wished ben happy b'day at 12 mn in a tel convo with lw, ade, che.
then hp confiscated in the morning.
i'm super sad.
BLAH.
mom left for chiang mai.
I MISS HER! ten days is a long time.

yes.
i packed my room.
played tennis w bro.
soccer with some ppl.
and i scored a goal. YES!

how exciting it is to type like this. HAHA.
sch starts tmr.
i pray that it'll all go fine.
and YES IT WILL! (:

bye. and goodnights. (:

2007-03-17T10:31:00.000+08:00

BEWARE.
this is gonna be a long and emo post.

i haven't updated for like 2 wks plus.
i'm mentally tired.
VERY tired.

yesh. first up! is o2. Pioneer IGNITE!! ((:
i'm in OG 36, the last one.. and it's RONSON!
yeah.
the first few days were boring.
but the leadership camp-- the web game bonded us together ALOT.
yup! it was great fun.
esp., when your OGL is your sec sch classmate. WAHAHA.

yesh. and i went for tennis trials on 8 MAR.
WAHAHA.
i passed! (:
thanks to Mabel's encouragement.
i couldn't have done it w/o her. ((:

this is US in the toilet. (:

me and mabel--- my CLASSMATE-- and OGL. (:

me and priscilla--- a good friend i made. (:

me and liang zheng--- the first person i met in OG 36! (:

OG 36. (: (not everyone is inside)

the girls. (:

me and priscilla's shoe--- even her shoelaces are PURPLE!!!

i couldn't make it for the campfire, as i had a concert to attend.
Hwa Chong's chinese drama production.
Ppl are surprised why i would go for such a thing. HAHA.
but the concert was GREAT! the storyline was amazing.
YAY! (:

all thanks to SI WEN!

she invited me to the concert.
well amazingly, she's related to Douglas's friend.
WAHAHA. (:
me and dougwanted to go for Della's party aft that.
it was like 11+?
so both of us walked to cityhall, and took mrt.
hmmms.

xinyue came over on sunday to prac the duet.
yup! (:

MONDAY! (:

tennis training from 830-1045
the sun was SOO HOT!
i'm tanner than before. DOTS.
okay, did foot work, blah blah, strokes...
it was rather FUN, i suppose.
made a few friends, like Hazlyn, JiaJun, Louise.
yesh.. we walked from sch to BPP.
a fine day. (:

then night was Si Jia's b'day bbq.
they water bomb here and there!
but nvm, the 07s01 ppl danced, sang, cheered,
and shared ghost stories.
amazing day. (:

the girls. (:

huishan and me! (:

our turtles are in LOVE. (:

yesh. now is the depressing part.
my appeal got approved.
well, i wonder why in the world i didn't reject the appeal.
i thought that everything was God's plan.
it seriously is, i guess.
i went to AJ to collect a form,
took a taxi back to PJ, get it signed,
then back to AJ for band prac.

i met my section mates for the first time.
felt a lil OUT, cos like ya.. STRANGER HOR?
yesh.
my sound has improved, perhaps cos of the instrument.

weds.
sectionals in the morning.
didn't join them for section outing in the afternoon.
met che, ade ben for k box.
it was really fun! (:

thurs.
band xchange w cjc.
BLAH.

fri.
band prac.
then band outing at west coast.
made a few new friends.
played touch rug.

WAAAA.
this week was emotionally draining.
i kept regretting my choice over and over again.
whenever i thought of my friends, tears would well.
i would be like WHAT THE HELL DO I WANT??

i went to aj cos of my future.
okay, and it's all done, no reversing.
BZZZT. i comfort myself that 2 yrs (or less), is gonna fly past very fast.
don't you agree?

ohhhh. this sucks.
very badly.
God, pls help me to change my thinking.

anyway, sch hasn't officially started yet.
i'm not judging the sch, but i just hope that God will send me friends.
and, i'll never forget the friends i made in PJC.
i never will.... forget
THEM.

-07s01-, PAE 07.

yeah.

i pray that God will help me through these 2 yrs.

sigh, no!

i'm gonna cry again. DAMN.

i'm supposed to go for OG outing later.

my mom is not allowing me to go.. so WHATEVER.

i'll just stay at home..

meditate.. and plan my life.

and try to relive those memories in my head.

it's weird to say.

HEY, I'M FROM ANDERSON JC.

BZZZZT.

i don't even know the sch song.

i guess.

goodbyes are part of growing up isn't it?

baby just say goodbye,

i'll be gone tomorrow,

baby just close your eyes,

i can't stand the sorrow.

baby just walk away,

you know i can't stay

There's no easy way to say goodbye.

so baby just say goodbye. :'(

well, note that the baby doesn't refer to a single person.

on a happy note..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI SHAN! ((:

i like the song "here in your arms" by hellogoodbye.

thanks to all.

for making my days. <3

2007-03-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

me and huishan in the toilet. (before)

yday was supposed to be the last day of sch.

i thought that it was MY LAST.

me and huishan (after)

yay! PJ uniform. i found the skirt really short.
thanks to Yurong for the uniform =)

yup!
the day started out with me not listening during chem.
totally shut off.
me and si jia just crapped with sms lah. LOL.

let me intro you the photographer of the next few photos, Hui Shan. Who is madly in love with Patrick. :p

Haha! me and sijia sniggered at the sight of this.

Friends forever, dudes.

okay, then we had a party.
with pizza and noodles bought by Mr Wong.
angel- XIUJING!!!

mortal- JULIAT!!!

okay yup, played the secret code thingy, we had to finish up the food.
haha!
i was bloated. i ate... alot.
pls don't laugh.
what a fun day!
parties, are meant to be fun yea?

uh huh! they are trying to see if Pringles cheated us anot.

wahaha. me, leon huishan. plus my twin is standing behind! TWINNN!!

uh-huh! fish and co glasshouse. mini 4/3 gathering with bout 20 ppl?

now i know how coriander tastes like- herby.
a cool day. but i think we made alot of noise.
walked to heeren aft dinner and took neos and walked around.
and we saw....

UTTTT! all thanks to Jasmine. ((:
he's me and ade with him. MUAHAHA.

posting results were out.
PJC.
i knew it yday, actually.
which caused a really huge quarrel b/n me and mom.
sigh.
it was horrid.
i felt disappointed, and also, happy!
happy! - that i can stay in PJC.
sad- that why i can't even get into AJ?
but it's fine.
what's done is done.
and it's good =))
they said i looked like i was gonna break down yday.
thanks for the encouragements.
LOL.
silly me..
think so much for what?
BLAH! change of topic.

yup!
but me, leon went to appeal today.
thanks to ben for accompanying!
i saw ANDRE. what, a coincidence. lol.
i just wrote one sentence on my appeal form.
well, it's all up to God, and his plan. ((:

haha. che, ben liwee came over.
had a mini fondue party.. with a movie
LOVE ME IF YOU DARE.
it's in french. very INTERESTING SHOW.
- five stars rating-

it's the time to disco!

see no evil,

speak no evil, hear no evil.

did some aerobics today.

it's GOOOOD exercise.

tmr is back to PJ for O2!!!

((:

thank God for everything.

2007-03-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

YO!
i had a g8 week ((:

last sun, i treated my family to pepper lunch.

on mon, i had late lunch with rp, sj, and cg.
then went to Leon's auntie's wake.
turns out my mom same church as her.
the world is small man.

tues.
was a fun sanctuary day.
we played pictionary for 3 hrs!
fun stuff man. WOO!

this is all our pictures combined. ((:

me and huishan with patrick. HAHA.

weds.

was SI HUI'S BDAY!

wa.. my dear dear.

sweet seventeen man =)

then we, decided to take some funny photos.

the next photos are taken by

Ms Ang Liwee. yay!

RANDOM photos. ((:

me, che n jas.

we were NOT posing for this photo.

we were waiting for instructions to jump.

we look dumb eh?

yay! che. is a lil late!

i suspect hanky panky!

(i cropped this out. HAHA.)

yup! that's my day, weds.

the nice nice jump photos are in ben's cam.

yay!

then thurs.

was a LOONG day.

tsk. band prac i was the only youth.

waaa! so lonely man.

but thank God,

Adriel and Aaron, Matt and Ali was at supper too.

HENG AH!

FRIDAY!

yay.

quite a slack day.

sch ended at 12.

went home, bathe, read newspapers.

then off the meet HS at k pool at lot 1.

haha. she won every game!

cool man.

had fun =)

then leon came, then go orchard to meet ht and fel.

heh. had wanton mee first, where HS drew this.

read the name at the bottom right corner =)

then this. also, by huishan.

took this ourselve in the mrt.

ppl stared. WHO CARES! =)

reflections =)

uh-huh!

watched just follow law.

wow! laughed the whole time. super funny!

we were supposed to sit in front,

then we cheated and sat by the side.

HEH.

fun day.

grocery shooping in the morning!

this is the amt of stuff me and bro carried in one go!

amazing huh?

i like this photo.

i don't want next wk to come. i really don't.

Ah. God pls help me to adapt, if i really don't stay.

2007-02-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY TO ALL! =D

YAY.

this is a LOOONG post, complete with photos

cos i havent updated a proper one in a LONG time ((:

photos on TUES, 13th FEB.

me, ben, che and liwee... explored EMERALD ST.

it's behind centrept, with restored houses.

cool stuff.

see-saw!

we were walking gayly down the st.

had waffles at GELARE.

thanks to Ben for the treat =)

then met Leon at YCK to go AJC.

look look see see.

watched the guys have soccer training.

DOTS.

funny stuff.

JAE.

i chose AC, AJ, PJ.

i ranked by merit

it's up to God where he wants me to be then ((:

then comes next is the 07s01 performance during CNY.

yay! =D

fun stuff.

we are mandarin oranges.

HAHA. went out with aman, mab, xe, che, liwee, ade, ben to orchard

watched THE PROTEGE.

xiner sat beside, we made a lot of noises, i can tell you.

like screaming when the hand got hammered off. HAHAHA.

took neoprints, then coincidentally met andre.

and he did his new yr shopping.

expensive stuff.

stayed over at yurong's to watch STEP UP. again. =)

HAPPY CNY! 18th Feb, 12am.

fireworks! ;)

cute adorable baby rabbits my cousins have.

oh my word.. I WANT!

yay! family photo.

MY FAMILY PHOTO.

well, we are always arranged like this when we take a photo. LOL!
next we went to godma's house for dinner.

where i stole alot of salmon from the yu sang.

HEHHEH.

monday, 19th FEB.

yurong's house.

church peeps came, and that was when the anti-social post came out.

HAHA.

played typing of the dead. It rocks man.

then off to uncle timothy's house.

TUES!

visiting day.

Yu, Joel, Amelia, Adriel, Douglas, Sarah came over.

watched troy, we mocked at the their stupidity.

HAHAHA.

next stop, douglas and shi hui's house.

i LOVE THEIR ROOM COLOUR.

it's dark purple ((:

next, alicia's house.

wow! funky room i tell you.

super lovely.

taken at alicia's house =)

next, cassandra's house.

at POTONG PASIR. wow.

played x box with gabriel.

super fun! WOOO!

some kung-fu game.

then went to yurong's house to take notes.

and that's where she helped me with the tagboard,

and the quiz.

COS MY INTERNET SUCKS.

back to school!

wow. weds was a terribly sleepy day.

Me, HuiTing and Juliat slacked during PJ LIVE.

Jasmine, learnt her drum beats =)

came home, and slept till 830 pm! WOAH.

thurs was a fun day.

best econs lesson EVER!

Ms Tan brought us to the comp lab to do article research.

we went online, by ebuddy.

HAHA. fun stuff.

PeiWen received a nudge, Ms Tan saw it and said..

"your screen is unstable"

THAT WAS IT MAN!

totally hilarious.

played captain's ball and a bit of soccer for pe.

YAY! =)

Some relatives came over today.

but, NO STEAMBOAT. )):

friday.

continued SINGAPORE DREAMING during GP.

sad show, the whole family's really screwed man.

we smuggled snacks into LT1 for the chinese movie.

RUBBISH. =)

huiting, leon, hui shan and i went to acjc aft school.

walked around.

it's BIG.

We bumped into an ACJC classrm. ((:

COOL STUFFs. =)

next wk is the last week.

oh no.. DON'T REMIND ME!!!

-bzzzzt-

i'm sneezing terribly today.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH-CHOOOO!

bugs are flying, crawling,

my room is dusty.

my nose is running.

my eyes are sore.

-bzzzzt-

random stuff.

HAHA.

BYE! ((:

God pls be with me. And thank you for everything. ((:

2007-02-20T20:59:00.001+08:00

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2007-02-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

firstly,

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! =D

i'm at yurong's house now.
and i decided to be anti-social.

dots.
i want to sleep.
have a nice day.
will update soon!
-cheers-

2007-02-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

this is the class dinner we had on last weds.=D

yay! i ponned sch on thurs.

very sian ah, don't wanna go school.

so met leon, mingyue, and peiwen at macs

for a LOONG chat =D

results day!

went to che's house in the morning.

i'm happy with my results.

Thank God for it =D

i cried like mad upon receiving it.

congrats to everyone!

esp to CSS PEOPLE! YAY! =)

cheers! =D

my cute niece!

my young cousin and i.

nice view behind!

sat was reunion dinner day.

before that was shopping at city sq.

i shopped with bro, going to an ah beng shop,

and coming out with a 90 bucks tee. (it's his)

so ex lah!

anyway, they didn't want to entertain us.

they thought we were curious kids who like to explore their shop.

-.-"

met the other side of the family.

they are nice ppl. HMMMS. =D

sunday!

church, then home.. watched "Girl, interrupted".

the show was depressing.

but it made me think alot.

my mom scolded me for the vulgarities from the show.

HAHAHA.
reunion dinner at night. (mom's side)

watched 2 movies.

alien vs predator and new police story.

AVP was a horribly LAME show.

had fun. it was cool.

i stole the first 2 salmon on top of the yu-sang! HAHAHA.

monday.

dance rehearsal.

we finished the dance! and prac like mad.

i love the dance. simple and nice. =D

me and huishan choreographed the GUO MEI MEI song.

us doing some warm ups after lunch.

if u see someone standing, that's me =D

yay! my grp's last pose.

it was fun!

but there was a hassle with the costumes.

we settled for a orange lycra tee.

HOPE MY FATS DONT SHOW.

okay, yup.

100 sit ups per day will help.

i've been thinking bout choices.

it's either ac of aj.

yday, i kinda made up my mind for aj.

leon called me and told me how he asked his pastor.

so i prayed and asked uncle inn bok.

he said.... AJ.

and there's this strong feeling for me to go to that school.

TO MUG!

so well, i guess it's it.

i love the guo mei mei new year.

if you know me well,

you'll notice i love to repeat songs that i like non-stop.

so well, that's what i'm doing now. =D

the cd is from ms zhang ting ting.

BYE! =D

2007-02-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

me and ming ren.

he looks like a zombie here.

me, leon, and huishan, DO NOT STINK.

yay.

today, i woke up at 815.

thinking wow, my parents didn't wake me up.

my dad agreed on acct that i pack the house.

my bro asked me to wash the toilets.

slept late last night

reached home at round 1030pm,

had dinner with some 07s01 ppl,

at pizza hut. ;)

tmr's it.

tmr's ze day.

*deep breath*

haha.

no expectations though.

just, it.

my room is insect haven.

5 mins into packing my eyes were sore, and my nose tap running.

changed uniform with rachel during the bbq.

bbq OG pic.

we are the new communists.

ah.

thank God for everything. =D

choices are scary.

i kinda hate making choices.

yday,

i had to most digusting chem practical.

i mixed up NAOH and HCL.

and diluted NAOH instead of HCL.

and had conc HCL all over my hands.

my burette leaked,

i spilled deionised water on my worksheet.

worse of all, me and sijia had to redo.

COS i mixed up the chemicals.

but thank God,

the conc HCL wasn't THAT conc.

my skin is still intact. =D

2007-02-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

WOW. 2 weeks. HAHA.

i shall just update the highlights.

one day after my last post, it's ADE'S BIRTHDAY!
HAHA.

we had a lil surprise.

and had pepper lunch. =)

weird expressions.

someone's smiling happily!

on that week, sat, was OG17 outing.
HEHHEH.

at east coast park.

cycling and more cycling.

it was fun.

sunday.

farewell lunch for major andrew and captain sheila.

will miss them =(

then on tues, 30th jan,

met yurong and joel at suntec.

shopped around for shermin's present at marina.

first time at carl's junior. hmms. NICE!

did my chem there.

got chem pro mah- JOEL.

then to gelare at suntec.

TAMMY!!!

wow, me and yurong were then eagerly waiting for our pocket money.

lol.

on the 1st of FEB. =D

weds.

first practice for PJ live.

uh-huh!

practiced on the piano with Sabrina.

and this is the day i chopped my hair

WOOHOO! =D

thurs. 2.4km.

grrr. all because i got a flu on tues, and couldn't run.

after pe! after.. dodgeball! ;)

fri.

rushed hm aft school w ade.

thanks for accompanying me!

rented a movie.

then rushed back to PJ for the bbq.

it was fun. got quite high. HAHA.

rushed to SA.

then sleepover postponed. :( but it's fine.

sat!

JJC love fiesta. =D
me,ade, che, benj and ange
saw many CSS ppl.
saw some OG 17 ppl
ah! i miss CSS ppl.

ate alot, and played with synthetic grass. -.-"

then off to JP to visit sihui and have late lunch.

home to watch "click".

nice, but crude comedy. It's MEANINGFUL!

badminton with dad.

HAHA. we had fun. i'm improving..

from my previous standards. HEHs.

sunday.

i played baritone today.

bro played the bass tbone.

WOW. his sound suddenly so nice.

JUSTINIAN CAME TO CHURCH!

i rushed down to greet him,

that i forgot to keep my instrument!

lunch near J8. and i got a lift back. =D

practiced xinyue's o level duet piece today.

it's so nice! my first duet. haha.

TODAY.

it's a fine day.

lunch at long john's with classmateys.

and took neoprints.

HAHA.

in one photo, we looked so tanned, that we called ourselves the..

PJ CANOE TEAM.

we seriously look like it.

results out this fri!

so exciting man!

-grins. and trembles on the inside-

we are so gonna dance tmr.

07S01 is gonna dance!

for CNY celebrations. HEHs.

how exciting.

ooh. the cd desmond lent me ROCKS.

LOST PROPHETS RULE! =D

2007-01-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

photos from the 2/3 gals outing. =D

no aim, no routine, no life.

you know that kind of feeling?
and it's worse if things are bugging you.

things like... the pj live thingy.
it's getting on my nerves ever since it's been approved.
are we just tools to get the jamming thing going?
ya, it's so confusing and doubtful,
like i dunno what's going to happen.
and, co-founder?
well, i don't think so man.
kinda regret my decision.
feel like just quitting.
but it's so irresponsible!
i feel so.. terrible.
but, never mind.
i think our music don't quite agree right?

temper's been bad at home.
ranting, and finding things irritating.
mood swings? nah.. i don't think so.

yah.. i'll pray bout it..
and..
STAND ON THE ROOFTOPS!
EVERYBODY SCREAM YOUR HEART OUT!!!
hope it'll be much better.

okay, much better.

last week was fine.
ya, esp sat!
ngee ann poly open house. for the 7 of us.
saw electrico, and explored the bio chem building.
it's pretty cool, and some hands on stuff.
SO FUN!! =D

went to bugis with jas aft that,
supposed to meet gj and sr.
okay, its so messy lah!
me and jas had pastamania, where we finished half of the cheese.
LOL.
the music store had a whole rack of drumsticks!
and guitars and drumsets. hmmms.
wa! i wanna buy a new one..
but save money lah.

ya, other than the 2 things above,
i'm normal.
school's been o-k-a-y.
and quite, ya, o-k-a-y. =D

wondering why i'm home early?
ya, i had to take care of my sick bro.
instructions from my mom.
BUT! he had his lunch and was looking fine in front of the tv.
LOL! never mind..
i can do my stuffs.

results coming out on the 5th of F-E-B!
well, the earlier the better, i suppose.

haha.
happy birthday to my lovely lao gong.
in advance. <3
i'm tired. i wanna fall into a deep sleep. ;)

2007-01-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

i've been getting frequently sleepy.
almost zzzing during lectures.

ah!
tutorials started..and the timetable is horrid.
all of us end diff times and stuff.
i end at 6pm tmr! grr.

i miss lectures! =(

okay, i'm going to slp in one hr fifteen mins time.
i'm dead beat.

bye. ;D

2007-01-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

as i lay my love on you...
HAHA. westlife blues.

returned to CSS on friday.
it's a rainy day.. and it's SUPER COOOLLLD!
haha. it's good to see the tbonists again.
=D

went to meet elaine at j8.
first time seeing her in her uniform!!
coolness.

i spent my day packing my room yday.
well,
at least i sorted out the papers!
and cleared like 3/4 of it.
HA.
i just love grocery shopping!
it's so fun to see which product has the lowest prices.
and choosing flavours and veggies.
and fish! and fruits and mushrooms.
and eggs and biscuits and fishballs!
ah.. the list goes on.
YAY!! =D

Che, Ade came over to my hse gym to WORK OUT!
preparation for PE on tues. LOL.
it was cool.
we took 3 machines...
and the other guy did all the weightlifting stuff and left.
HAHAHA. all cos of us.

then we went up, (hehs)
then danced the fun dance! lol.
imagine 3 ppl dancing in front of the comp.

it's a fun day.
AM I SUPPOSED TO LEAVE YOU NOW,
WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING LIKE THAT?

haha. yes, westlife blues.
i remember how much i love them.
the first album i bought was the Coast to Coast one.
it brings me back to the Johnsons and Johnsons competition in p6.
the 9 of us.
it brings back memories. =D

tmr's e start of a brand new week.
i can't wait! =D

How i love that song.

indescribable, uncontainable,
you placed the stars in the sky and you know me by name,
you are amazing God.
all powerful, untamable,
awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim,
you are amazing God.

Happy Birthday Shi Hui!

2007-01-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

"O07: Pier One"
if you see everyone's nick, it's their OG group no.

lol. isn't that cool?

lectures started, thank God i have cheryl with me! =)
i'm having fun, loads actually,
although lectures are B-O-R-I-N-G.
yeah,
ZzZz.

yup. orientation was kinda fun.
made some really good friends.
and i just love the dance!
it's like aerobics. HAHAHA.

some of us here. i love this pic. look at the background!!! =D

yay! the four of us.
from right.. rachel, bernice, mag n me. ;D

and lastly, OG 17.

we hugged each other so tightly on the last day! =D

yeah..

okays.

i don't know why,
i admire ppl with loads of confidence.
they carry themselves with so much air,
and are proud of what they are doing.
it's like you HAVE it.
but, just afraid to show it.

yeah, whatever.
okay! i gotta go fer band.
bye!

YAYYAYYAY!

2007-01-06T14:58:00.000+08:00

haha. if you thought that i have disappeared, YOU ARE WRONG! =)

my internet connection was down and it has just been revived by this cute guy who came to my house. =)))

ah. alot of things have happened.. including the camp, the drama, christmas eve and day, the malaysia trip, cousin outing.. and the recent beginning of school stuff.

haha. let's start with the drama camp.. 18-21st dec.
yay.. i'm the last one on the right, 2nd row.

i joined dance, believe me. and don't laugh.
yup, practice was TIRING! and painful.
but it was fun.
nightwalks and stuff.
bonded quite a bit. ;)
but, the water was COLD!
haha.

the drama photos.
me and cousin!
me and douglas!
me and
jac and jeremy!
me cheryl jas!

the drama went on well.
rehearsals and stuff were quite fun.
i remembered kendrick complaining bout having to put on makeup and tights. HAHA.
yeah. the day was certainly memorable.
thanks to jac, jeremy che and jas! yay! =)
yay! my mentor guan you.

lastly, we rock! =)

okay.. enough of photos. i think my comp can't take it also.
haha. then come the drama is christmas eve, where we had a family party.
and.. the day when i changed my phone..

Thank God for christmas day, cos w/o Jesus there'll be no christmas! =)

then to malaysia with yurong's family, mom and aunt pat, robin and his parents.

GENTING, CAMERON HIGHLANDS, KL and MALACCA.
tiring. but rather fun. i LOVE THE WEATHER! =)

ah. i miss anto!
no more teasing him already.
and no one to send verses to me. =((
take loads of care man!

many more things, like cousin outing, where the ten of us spent a day at sentosa and watched charlotte's web! =)

and new yr's countdown at church..

well, i'll miss last yr.
things i'll never forget..
like.. times spent in band and with my lovely section.
times with friends... and all the lovely times! ( too many ah)

haha.
yeah..
orientation! new ppl, new faces.
quite fun.
takin BCME.
haha! yeah.
i'm from MAUGHAM.
oh yes, we rock.
minli put her arms around me when she saw me..
and my grp members stared..
"ARE THEY LESBIANS?"
LOLX.

okays. i'm tired of blogging.
i took 2hr 30 mins to update this.
HAHAHA.

when i knew the truth,
i wasn't sad at all!
SERIOUS! haha.
and anyway, that's not my concern for now.

i got the fright of my life.
my bro fell while playing soccer and he couldn't remember stuff, and sent to emergency.
ah. i cried when i heard it, and rushed down from cell.
it worried me more when he kept asking me
where was he?
what happened?
what day is it?
how did he get here?

wa! it was horrid. he kept asking me the same questions when i already answered him like TEN TIMES?!
slept in the hospital that night.
yup.
but thank God he's alright.
thanks for all the concern. and the prayers.
alot of ppl prayed that night.
but at least he's home.
and i wanna stay with him!
don't feel like goin out. =)
i love him loads.

yup.
enjoy your weekend ppl!
more to come next wk.
and more more photos! =)))

and hey? where's my official comeback celebration?
ee.. i sound as if ppl want me back.
never mind.
haha. KIDDING!!!

2006-12-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

the four of us.

okays.

weds i had a cool but, not so cool b.c outing.
yeah.
here's the not so cool part.
i was at yoshinoya, carrying the food back.
the handle of my bag slipped off my shoulder, i lost balance of the tray, and tipped a whole cup of coke on the floor! i was soaked at my skirt and my shirt. grrr.
so embarrassing.
the manager was nice, he gave me a new drink FOR FREE! =)
yeah, and a yellow sign "wet floor" was to my honour. hmms.

uh-huh.
it's me, eug, siewling, siwen and jenna.
watched dejavu. and i was like HUH?
yup.
went to say HI! to shirlene and weishun.
omg.. long time no see him. HAHA.
okay, then went to FE with jenna and home =)
me and jacqueline in the toilet! aft a walk in the heavy rain.

thurs..
yday? ooh. i went out with jacqueline.
watched ERAGON.
guesses who went?
JEREMY TAY!
haha. so funny. okay.
met jac's ex, and played some lan.
yeah. then off to carolling prac where i met cousin at the mrt!

i had the most fattening things yday.
1. mushroom cheese prata
2. cheese and egg prata
3. honey (with whipped cream) paper prata

you know how FATTENING IS THAT?
it was shared with yurong and eaten at bout 1145pm?
gross.

haha. okays.
if i don't update.
i'll be going over-the-sea to ST JOHN ISLAND!
church youth camp from 18th to 21st.
TATA.

anyway, i'm in pjc science.
uh-huh.
it's quite cool. loads of ppl gg.
including Sheena!
njc appeal results will be next week.
OH CRAP I'M NOT ON THE MAIN ISLAND!
ooh. never mind.

elaine supposed to come over.
but, she's tired, so never mind.
played sims till my eyes are gonna EXPLODE.
haha. okay.
TATA! ;D

TOMORROW!

2006-12-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

i just came online to...

1. check the cooking course
2. reply emails
3. check emails,

and to say i'm so awaiting tmr's posting results.
whether i'll be admitted to njc, it'll be told to me on monday.
so, it's just my choices, not based on appeal.
hmmms!

tata! ;D

hmms.

2006-12-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

i'm fine.
i'm sleepy.
over at my godparent's house.
with my brother tapping a WATER BOTTLE BEHIND ME! =)

hmms.
xinyue came over to prac the duets today.
it's hard to coordinate, but with prac, WE CAN DO IT MAN!
haha. =)

yday was a fun day.
met che and ade for an orchard outing.
SOMEONE was supposed to go for an "appt" ah.
haha.
okays, we walked around for let's say.. we started at 1245pm.
and we left at 515.. how long was that?
bought earrings! everyone same style, diff shape and colour.
coolness.
we went around the shops at far east.
we went.. "this is so..."
or, "this is something..... will wear"
or.. "it's so adeline."
okays, it was a fun day.
or rather, a COOL DAY. =)
carolling prac at night..
zzzzz...

uh-huh.
went to godparents house in the afternoon.
all we did is play the comp.
ah.
then go play carols at british high com's house.
and... i kinda can't wait to leave there in a way.
everything's so messy and stressful to me.
i don't feel like saying ah.
hmmms.
i'm gonna continue praying bout it.

now i know a plane tix costs $1700!
close to what anto told me.
hmmms. a very special prize.

okays.
i've got a british council outing tmr.
ANTO YOU BETTER LEARN PROPERLY AND PLAY A NICE PIECE WHEN YOU GET BACK AH! =)
and let's so feast on chilli crabs.

hehs. bye!

feelings.

2006-12-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

class of 2006! =)
last day of british council.

ah.
class chalet.
it was really fun.
except the fact that me, ade and che had to pay $2 for overtime.
cycled, and i played soccer.
hit the ball up the roof.
i wanted to pay but they wouldn't let me.
yeah.
the food was great. (most impt pt)
had a good laugh on the LONG ride home.
dead tired.

yday.
ah. went for casting crowns concert.
it was really great!
yeah, except for the fact when we left the place.
never mind... i wish to keep quiet.
yeah. like i never existed.
they tried la.. but it wouldn't work.

sometimes when i have something on my mind, i keep it inside.
and i'll pray to let it go.
it helps sometimes.
or rather, i think too much.
whatever.
-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
just came back!
went to meet jas at the bus stop.
ended up going to bp to buy lunch together.
haha. =))

i don't know why i'm such a sensitive person.
and i can actually hide it really well.
i remember when i was young, when ppl "bully" me,
i'll go to my mom.. or say "i'll tell mommy what you did to me!"
yeah, i was like that.
but that doesn't explain why am i so sensitive.
or can it?
hmmms. ponder.

i'm not giving up. i'm gonna try even harder.
God pls help me.

when you were young.

2006-12-06T10:22:00.000+08:00

The pretty woman i liked haha. =)

the cool bicycles. we cycled on.
yup. it's important for good service. and anyway. my hair's in a mess.
ah.
now as i look at the skin, it's a bit simple.
i'll change it soon if i got the time to find something nicer!
=)

ah. last sat, my grandma admitted to hospital for a fall.
yeah.but thank God she's alright! =)

sunday.
met xinyue at city hall to go esplanade.
sourced for duets.
yup. it was quite fun, but we don't understand how they actually arranged the scores man.

monday.
met sq to have a healthy meal at long johns!
went to sectionals for bout 2 hrs.
yup, then went to corps.
i saw FELICIA CHIN AND A GUY FROM THAT JEWEL SHOW.
i kept staring, and she smiled at me!
=D
okay, then went to soup spoon for dinner.
first time, i loved it!
kettling! took shifts.
played bridge outside.. well, i'm a freshman!
okay.
me and yurong had so much fun with the bells that time flew so quickly.
yup, went home with doug.

yday..
uh-huh!
watched happy feet again w che and ade.
heh, i laughed before the funny part actually came out.
my 1st repeat movie. LOLX.
yup. it was fun. =)
rushed home then to corps to take the band van.
played for kettling at raffles city.
my lips collapsed man.
but it was quite fun.
me and jolin got lost often. HAHA.
quite alot of audience. heh. =)

i was SOOO TIRED.
bop... and zzzz.

WOW!

2006-12-01T19:14:00.000+08:00

i didn't know my skin was changed.
i thought that it was impossible!
yay! so how you find this skin?
nice?
i have absolutely no comments bout this skin.
perhaps just temporary? see first lah.
=)

step up!

2006-12-01T10:47:00.000+08:00

Yoyo.
Hmmms
.my ulcers are absolutely killing me!
now it's THREE, 3!!!
plus the hugesalt treatment twice, and it's a complete nightmare.
i cried and kicked..sigh, and it's still the same shape.God pls heal them!!!
=(
okay. tues, i was at my dental appt. met cheryl at vivo! went to walk walk. heard from shan that he'll be there! we couldn't find him ah. hmms. =((( he was in the cinema! argh. walked at clarke quay.ate the ice cream at meidi-ya! and found out bout the jap cooking course.yummy! went to kino, sat there for a LONG LONG TIME. okays, really cool day. =) weds.met siewling at cine. watched STEP UP! yay! it was really great.i tell you, if i had the confidence, i would try dancing. =) while waiting, went window shopping! she's really good with clothes. i tried some stuff i would not exactly try, and hey! i look COOL. haha. saw jenna! missed 2 buses cos it was full. so on the 3rd one,i couldn't stand it and just squeezed myself to the very edge. haha. okays. my ulcers still hurting. HALLP!

watched she's the man yday! and couldn't stop laughing .girls can play soccer! =)
watched flags of our fathers.
yup, it's bloody and vulgar.
but alot of CUTE GUYS! haha. =)
it's NC 16. hehs.

i went to the doc, and he gave me this miracle cream.
it hardens on application on the ulcer, protecting it.
haha.isn't that cool?
i love medicine!

pray that God will help me to bond better with his people. thank you Lord. =)

Yoyo! and photos.

2006-11-27T09:21:00.000+08:00

haha. haven't updated since i was in HUE.

yup. i went to the citadel! it was amazing.
went for some boat dinner with performances,
haha, i kept teasing douglas bout the lady in PURPLE!
=)

then went back, played at the pool.
and PLAYED SOCCER! yay!
photos me and shihui took aft a bath.

then watched mtv and HOUSE OF WAX.
haha, paris hilton!

then it's time to separate.
sigh, when we were having fun. =(
yup. then went back to HCM city.
went to this island, and fell in love with.. MY GUIDE!
haha. it's a SHE. she's so pretty!
she likes me, and i like her.
she'll VISIT ME SOON!
mom got stung by a bee. Ooh..

on PROM DAY!
haha. touched down at 430.
mom put make up in the toilet.
tied my hair in the waiting lounge.
and i'm all set!
haha. prom was rather cool.
with the pageants and music stuff.
yup.
then amanda, cheryl, ade, sihui stayed over at my house.

i was so SLEEPY! i dozed first.
it was bout 330 to 4am? i think.
me che ade woke up at 930!
parents brought us for breakfast.
yup. then i went home for sims.
joel and tammy came over to make stuff
POTATO SALAD!
haha.
the surprise for yurong went FINE!
she was shocked.
hid in her house, while matt they all brought her to makan.
we rock. =)

happy b'day my cousin.
you're 18! (25th Nov)

i was the first to sleep again.
yah, while the rest played cards.

SAT.
met dina at the njc bus stop
NJ tune in.
although it was fun, it was quite, sad.
don't wanna elaborate much.
just that i went for auditions.
then the person cant guarantee.
COS I DIDN"T PUT NJ AS 1ST CHOICE.
it's too late to change anything, so leave it to GOD already. :)
went fer lunch w dina aft that.

SUN.
church, with 2 burning ulcers and an abrasion for playing the tbone.
met ant at orchard.
walk walk.
watched HAPPY FEET.
ah! so cute! =)
then met my family at bp.
dinner. then went to godparent's house.
heh, i dragged home a whole load of tv serials.
jap and korean also have.
want some?
i've got more 15 of them =)
gor got new gf!
very pretty. heh.

MON. which is today.
went to nj band rm to pass the appeal form.
yup, whether they want me or not, it's up to them.
and up to God.
i'm gonna stay home today.
call kino with che and try to get a job.
i'm gonna catch my sleep.
ah, and pack my stuff.
=)

heh. enough photos now.
my poor comp can't take it already.
more photos next post!
and also to change my blog skin.
my bro's fighting for the comp.
=) je taime beaucorp!

VIETNAM.

2006-11-21T14:57:00.000+08:00

hello.
haha.
i'm here in HUE.

haha. let me update you on the trip a lil.

first day.
was at HO CHI MINH CITY.
the heat was SO INTENSED!
the reunification palace!
nineteen sicty sic.
haha! that's how the guide said it.
and the city so congested! argh.
stayed at the majestic hotel.
it is beautiful!
went to see the cathedral and the post office
yup. then dinner on the boat, on the MEKONG RIVER!
haha. it was fun.
yeah, with a magician and an out of tune violin.=)
walked into 3 clubs.
THEY LET ME IN!
super loud techno music, and live bands.
okay, i stood there for like a few seconds?
and i still the think the music is too loud.

second day.
still there,
went to the place where the vietkongs fought the USA.
haha. and yup, we crawled the tunnels.
deep down in, and super small and dark!!! ooh.
i tried shooting with REAL BULLETS.
the M16. wow, i couldn't hear a thing for 10 seconds. it's damn loud.
shopping at the market..
bought some stuff! =)))

third day.
woke up at 4am.
watched tv together till 12am! haha.
airport.
flight delayed by 2 and a half hours!
i was super pissed, yup, but at least free breakfast.
went to marble mt, the teens were having a HOLIDAY!
yup, and some guys looked quite, cute. =)

okay, continue soon.
i'm gonna play pool now!
missing everyone. =)

yay!!

2006-11-18T11:29:00.000+08:00

yo yo.

i'm in changi airport.
free internet service! HAHAHA.
flying in 35 mins time to vietnam! HOHOHO.

and o levels are over!
HEHEHE.
be back soon, next thurs,
2 hrs before prom!

like WOW.

Take care and PLAY HARD!!! =))))))))))))

i don't have forever!

2006-10-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

hello!!!

long long time no touch the comp.

last week was quite a great week.
on friday, i had my o level prac music exam.
it went really well, i felt super nervous when rachel and serene came into the practice room. but after a while, i got used to it. =)
the examiners were friendly.
5 ppl.. and i DID NOT FREAK! THANK GOD! =))
i had that thing in the morning, and for the whole day i had stomach problems. BUT THANK GOD THE PAIN WENT AWAY WHILE PLAYING!
phew. =D

me n jingni joined the rest of them at pjc.
it's a pretty nice school though.
i love the labs. haha.
had quite alot of fun,
like jingni claiming to be from art club.
saw MINLI. =)
saw suyin, she called my phone when i was across the road la.
every guy she sees me with, she says it's my bf.
-.-"
okay, went home w jas and ppt.
played comp. HEH.
but my stomach killed me so i went to bed.
did surds while watching part of a gory show.
some bloody senseless show w dad. HAHA.

saturday.
DEEPAVALI! =)
did loads of studying in the morning.
then we WENT OUT!
went to buy camping bag for bro.
then off the raffles city with mom.
to look for prom dress!
i was shocked.
she just said cos no time to buy aft os.

1st dress: made in japan. one and only.
super nice! it made me look so slim.
and, i'm not kidding. but it's $150.

2nd dress: a baby doll dress.
ah. nice colour. $275

3rd dress: a dress from robinsons.
it's the nicest! my mom loved it too.
don't have my size. (a lil too big le) $300.

4th dress: purple silk: $285

somehow after today, i wish i was rich sometimes.
haha. =)

sunday
ah. delifrance! yummy.
shopped for mei mei's present.
she's 9!

tuesday.
i bought a dress already.
and my heels. my mom gave me a lil handbag.
i'm all set.
cos i'll be flying one day aft the o levels.
to vietnam!
mommy: i'll buy first ah. so don't worry bout prom hor. study hard ah.
LOLX.

ah-huh.
yup. =)

this song rocks, i assure you.
"crazy for this girl" by evan and jaron.
this song really rocks.
tell me if you have it. I WANT IT! =)

i won't get by, by mere imagination..

2006-10-17T17:16:00.000+08:00

wee wee!
it was a fun, and sad wk last wk.

tues. dined at the RITZ CARLTON!
woo. i didn't get too dressed up.
just jeans and blouse, with some earrings. =)))
the food was WOAH!
there was a string ensemble.
i ate till i was super bloated.
it was great! i wanna eat and NEVER GET FAT!
my dad says he'll get me that $650++ necklace i saw.
if i miss prom.
no way! who doesn't want to graduate? =)

weds.
ah hah!
last british council day.
aw... SAD! i'll miss wednesdays.
=((((( but had quite alot of fun crappin'
yurong dedicated a song to me.
and i dedicated a song to her!
chasing cars- snow patrol.
oh my goodness, it's freaky to hear your name on national radio.
LOL.

friday.
last day of school!
=((( took photos.
yups.
mep also last day.
took a class photo.
they call us the 7 fairies.
we always sit together, 7 tables joined together.
lolx
yup.
cell was fun.
lots of laughter. =)

sat.
open house!
me, cheryl, ade and sihui
went to njc.
so bubbly and fun!
so exciting.
there's MEP!

acjc.
taikoon joined us.
it's just so dao.
they just look at you.
except that the choir is so nice!
yup.
went for late lunch.
bit on my tongue. OWW!!!
that's my day.

i was kinda worried.. cos i was down with a flu and stuff.
yup. but thank God i was fine by today.
bio practical.. was kinda a killer.

yup.
freaky. my head was throbbing.
really badly.

lolx. okay.
gotta go! i took 1 and a half hr to update this.
so crappy. my eyes are tired.
i'll upload the pics asap! lolx. =)
byebye.

chao ji guai tai!

2006-10-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

i think this is a weird name for calling someone.
it's like "weird baby"
haha. but i like it! =)

haven't been updating.
yups.
retests are over.
i improved by 3 grades,
thank God for his grace!
i scored super high for e math, which is the highest mark i ever hit in secondary sch. 90<
and i owe it all to God. ;)

went studying at library on sat.
met boon ping @ the library to exchange papers.
ah hah. i have yet to try them, with the workload.
went to sci centre in the end to study.
explored the kinetic garden.
i was SO FASCINATED BY THE "SATELITTE DISH"!
i could hear cheryl from like 15-30m away w/o shouting.
the sound just comes out from the centre of the dish.
WOAH.
science is so fascinating!
explored the shops, which sold crystals and weird human body parts.
like rubber and plastic ones. DUH.
haha! space food.
went on the simulation ride.
"aliens"
$4 to make you dizzy, how cool is that?
me and my dumb idea.
we were just shooting robots, and flying in space.
i'll never be an astronaut!!! terrible.
we ended up talking nonsense and cursing the machine.
haha.

ah. so fun.
played badminton.
improving! i'm growing old ah, or rather, not as skinny.
not as agile anymore! =(
saw this really cute guy.
he's super good lah!
lolx.

full house is so nice.
Rain is so good looking!
and the way they fight, aw.

tmr's off to Ritz Carlton for buffet dinner!
yipee!!! and after it's a diet for 3 months.
that is scary. -.-"

*full house.

2006-09-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

hello. =)

ah. a week of work work work.
i did quite a bit of work today.
i wrestled with a math, and punched chem.
so very interesting eh?

joined my parents to watch full house.
the one with RAIN and SONG HUE GUO acting.
ooh. that show is hilarious.
and this show, sigh. is so sad.
HOW CAN THE GUY LEAVE THE GIRL AFT SHE TREAT HIM SO WELL.
crap. guess no one will ever understand.
lolx.

next wk retests.
time flies.
my tuition just ended today.
my piano ended 2 wks ago.
soon,
school will end.
o'levels will end,
holidays will end.

blah blah. so sad.
life's like that.

tmr must wake up early.
must slp early!
haha. =)

ah.
i don't know why i don't like you and yet i feel something.
i want to forget.. i really do.
and i will.

scream your heart out.

2006-09-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

Jonathan Benett.
ah. he's so cute.
erm.. but i can't really stand his pose.
so pls, look at his face. ;)

yup.
another week has passed.

SO FAST LAH!
goodness.

went to the arcade on sat aft tuition.
tried to grab that pooh!
haha. it was wasted ah.
met seri.
then went to library and macs.
study study study.
played badminton.
anto joined my family.
i was like STRAINED!
my right arm was aching like crazy.
till now. and my leg muscles.

suddenly i felt so competitive.
played a match w my dad, aunt and bro.
me and bro were losing, and i started getting pissed.
really pissed.. cos i kept missing like mad.
ah. for a short while lah.
LOLX.
had a weird dream bout erm.. jh that night.
SUPER SUPER WEIRD. hmms.

sunday.
i stared at the questions in chem tys for a long while.
i was really weird that day.
my brain was like compressed.
only until i watched tv, and laughed at JACINTA.
i didn't watch Hady's performances.
switched to watch fulham vs chelsea match instead.
lolx. hope Jon wins. yup. ;)

why nobody watches women's soccer?
caught a glimpse of brazil VS us.
women's world cup.
the stadium was quite empty.
now i know why.

it's not exciting at all.
they keep missing headers,
the ball loses possesion at every player.
always missing the goal.
top 2 positions dominated by Korea and China.
isnt that cool? asian countries.

yes. that's cool. =)

upside down

2006-09-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

yeah. i'm feeling as if i'm upside down.
my head feels like it's in an air compressed astronaut suit.
ooh. and my eyes.. feel like bursting.

yeah, that's how it feels when u're sick.
esp, for me.
started with a sore throat yday morning.
and 2 medicine that my mom fed me.
orange pill: throat inflammation
yellow pill: drowsy running nose pill
- caution to be taken at night.

that explains the whole sleepy, and or rather, kinda grumpy.
went to the doc, read an ELLE mag there.
look at the luxurious clothings. WOW.
but i know my limits: i can't, or can never afford them.

yup. i passed an aquarium, saw a clownfish.
it's $2 only? i thought it costs $15 for one.
ah. i want a clownfish! or a palette surgeon tang..=dory.
the whole NEMO tank. interesting. ;)

i just watched tv the whole day.
cable tv, rather.
travel and living, and phoenix.
i loved the HD romantic getaways.
Paris, Niagara Falls, and Venice.
wow.
it's definitely paradise, to the not so rich.
it's $$$$$.

i deproved, my L1R5 improved la. (moderation mah)
but the standard of the results weren't there.
my dreams are still reachable, with this crucial 3-4 weeks.
yup, must study, times infinity.
tell myself i can do it.

thank God for my family.
really, must.
my mom and dad supported me like nobody's business.
my bro, although a lil naggy, made me wake up a lil la hor.

tmr music results.
ah-hah. =)
hope my eyes are not so puffy enough to be stuffed with.. cheese?
LOLX.

"upside down
bouncing of the ceiling
inside out
stranger to this feeling
i've got no clue, what i should do
i'll go crazy if i can't get next to you."

ah. happy early birthday to DINA!
my darling. =)

a load of crap.

2006-09-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

a load of crap.

yeah. yday was really a WOAH day for me.
i argued w mom, a thing i haven't done in a really long time.
it's not that i like it.
i hate it. alot. so much.

yup, but we apologised, that night, and it was fine.
thank God.

3, 3, 6.
well, i told my mom that
she wasn't really happy.
argh. it's starting again.
i am SO pissed off. now.

she would start questioning bout tuition and stuff.
and ask me why i am not practising math and sittin in front of this comp.
it's super frustrating leh.
well, i deserve it.
but everytime she comes back and it's like
"what have you done today?"

hmph.
God pls give me self control on my anger.
and help me to persevere.

When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark this time?
WILL WE ALWAYS SAID WE TRIED?

Standing on the ROOFTOPS
EVERYBODY SCREAM YOUR HEART OUT!!!!
This is all we got now
EVERYBODY SCREAM YOUR HEART OUT!!!!

this is quite meaningful to me.
hmms.

rooftops.

2006-09-18T17:34:00.000+08:00

ahahaha.
prelims are over.
my comp spoiled.
one day aft i typed some bio stuff in.
and, finally, it's repaired. ;)

it was really tiring.
on weds, knowin we got a "break" on thurs,
me, che and ade.. went to pizza hut.
and stuffed ourselves, eatin a 4 person meal.
woah. it made me feel SO FULL!
i had no appetite, for dinner.
ah.
went to british council aft that.
hmmms.

thurs.
i watched BBC.
baked cookies,
which made my mother so proud of me that i got her genes for baking.
LOLX.

friday.
yups, the official day.
hanged out at orchard for quite a while.
took the most hilarious neoprints i have ever taken!
LOLX.
i went hm and dozed off, knowing i had to wake up 15 mins later to go for worship prac.
i feel so much better aft sharing, it was kinda boring a hole in me.
thank God for that. :)

sat.
tuition, lunch at MOS.
packed my room.
ah. coolness.
cooked dinner, or rather, be a very big help.
haha. =)

sunday.
first time takin a bus to church.
my dad was like smiling throughout the whole journey.
he said it was relaxing. -.-"
giving my bro tuition!
$10 bucks an hour, on demand.
haha. that's what u get when u work in Hyatt hotel for an hour.
hmmms.

today, my heart was thumping so so badly.
ah, as i expected, i didn't do that well for my eng.
and i passed SS! yay. =)
anyways, what ever the result is, it's over.
it's there, and i just have to surrender that to God.

ah hah.
i finally got the title of the song.
i loved loved, and so desperate to get.
rooftops---- lost prophets.
go listen. ;)

i'm not missing you.. stacie orrico

2006-09-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

ah.

weds was a lil slack.
tuition!
then met ade @ lot 1.
devil wears prada. =)))
ah.
new dream: go to paris to watch a fashion show.
LOLX. ;)

thurs.
what did i do?
oh. study study!
weee... then played AOE3 for 3 hours.
oops.
my bro ah: 12pm must study hor.
end up go zzz.
haha.

friday.
ah. went to scott's coffee bean to study
it's a cool place.
except i was pissed with the cashier lah.
i ordered wrongly.. and he was like
"it's small! for goodness sake!"
oh. my blood pressure hit all time high man.
arggh.
i'm gonna sue him!
(patience dear)
went to borders to collect books.
hehs. i got the steven gerrard book
my mom nagged bout the price, and the "usefulness" of the book.
LOLX
okays, then watched freaky friday with my bro.
ah! the guy is CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY!
oh my goodness, gracious me!
his hair was horrendous. ;)

ah.
tuition.
and my last piano lesson.
sighs... i'm on my own now.
that is freaky.
read respiration and i went to sleep.
woke up by my mom, who dragged me to orchard to have dinner with ari.
happy early birthday!
ah, i didn't mind.
cos i got to eat lobster at spaggedies!
yumm.
i pleaded my mom to buy that england jersey.
she said: "wait till you join the NJC soccer team"
?!?!?!... oh man.
it's like small size, so fitting! a jersey! my own!
ah... ;(
i got loads of songs today
i'm a happy girl. =)

the prelims continue next week.
and i'm listening to 98.7FM..all the nights.
waiting for that song, that impacted me alot for its tune.
and sms to get the title.

ah.
i took 1hr 30mins to update this blog.
now, this is funny. =))

jiayou for prelims everyone!
do our best for it.

God pls help me go through this.

hello!

2006-09-05T15:48:00.000+08:00

ooh.
long time no update.
now at yurong's house using the laptop.
i'm very sleepy. zzz.

ah. last wk.
hmmms.
comb. humans and geog 2 and a math
preliminary examinations
ah. not very confident man.

tues.
celebrated tan's bday
hid in the condemn room
ah. i got caked by dina and si hui.
ooh. my uniform was horrendous.
haha. =)

weds.
teacher's day?
lolx. took neos at jec.
then met anto at orchard.
ahhaha.
gave patrick a surprise!
it was really lame.
but the class was cool. =x

thurs.
yayyay.
met zk, shir and eug at lot1.
and MEL!
oh my goodness. super awkward.
yups. went back to dls.
it brought back alot of fond memories.
4 yrs since i went back.
hmmms.
yups. and met TIM LEOW!
ooh. he's grown. haha.
ah. watched love wrecked w shir and t.l
ah. jonathan benett is sooo.. suave.
LOLX.
yups. and i met boon ping!
he and t.l said hi to each other.
haha. amazing.
what a cool day. :)
but sadly, he didn't go.
who cares.

friday.
ah. my hp stalled.
argh. it was been stalling sometimes, till now.
but who cares, changing phone soon!
cheryl and ade came over.
watched.. water boys- the movie
haha. it was hilarious.
we couldn't study much ah. haha.

saturday.
ah. tuition, piano and stuff.
i gave mr quek a card.
so funny.
it was slacky day. but studied quite a bit.
ah. and anto's bro is such a girl expert.
lolx.

sunday.
AOE 3!
i'm kinda addicted, and my home city's portugese.
i like musketeers and dragoods.
and, it's a bad time to be introduced to this game.
so funny.

yday was study camp day.
ahaha.
7 of us.. tammy, joel, yurong, douglas, shihui, david.
ah. bridge and breaks. interesting.
the redcow study camp.
jericho, played picnic with this meimei.
lolx.
then watched erm.. ms congeniality 2.
ah. and did stupid things..
like photos. slept at 4 plus?
zzzz.

study time..
with devil wears prada?
sounds really cool. =)

okays.
i feel this heavy thing in my heart.
it's hard to explain, and it's my stupid sensitivity again.
yeah..
haix. i needa pray for peace.
and also not to be so impatient sometimes.

yeah. enough.
back to mugging.
LOLX. ;)

a public affair

2006-08-28T10:21:00.000+08:00

ah. china. =) i miss the cool weather.
ah. my lovely section.

oh my goodness.

i'm addicted to a song- public affair by jessica simpson.
remember cheryl was telling me it's a bitch song.
ah. but the rhythm and tune is SO NICE! =)

ah. i shall be naughty and come online.
today's supposed to be chinese.
i'm not retaking. so yups.
ah. gonna go to the library later.

last monday and tues was library day.
went gaga over some cute stuff at jec.
haha. we bought some stuff.
and tues, jac called me to go to orchard.
AH! i just remembered.
Ike is leaving to USA in 40mins.
He's gg to study in Curtis school of music.
That outing is for him. =)
took neoprints.
then me and jac went hm together, met Shi Min in the bus.
another BSF peep.
coolness.
Ah. Bye Ike, take loads of care.

chem prac.
aiyah. the stupid cation. haha.
it's over.

weds.
study day.
i saw STEVEN GERRARD'S BOOK at borders.
he is adorable. =)
i was so stressed when siew ling tried to test me on prokofiev hist.
i COULD NOT REMEMBER A SINGLE THING!
hmmms.
she was so nice.
but she and eugene ganged up against me huh?
=)
i was studying music during lessons.
hiding it under my notes.
LOLX.

thurs.
dooms day.
bio prac and music.
i was studying music instead of bio.
ah.
i was so stupid.
they told us to fill 10cm high of solution C.
i put BLUE DYE.
observed: one bubble faster than the other.
LOLx. i was the only blur person who did that.
thank God i changed it. PHEW.
music.
met hui wen on the 174.
ah.
i wrote SO MUCH FOR THE HISTORY!
yes. i hope i score.
but the paper 2 was eeee.
so many modulation.
they threw an a flat, and asked: what is the function of that?
HUH?
ah, but i didn't study for theory part lah.
hmms. it's over.

friday.
unlucky day.
wet my skirt in the morning.
i didn't close my bottle properly and it leaked.
didn't bring my wallet.
my hair was messed in the bus cos of the wind.
and the eng paper was a killer.

cell- celebration friday
ah. met shihui at ang mo.
went shopping for the stuffs.
get some good deals.
5 of us went to buy veg.
the games were not really a success.
everyone was not very enthusiastic ah.
hard to coordinate.
sighs.
it's not easy.
i'm dead tired.

ah. my parents exchanged for a new car
silver metallic honda v-tec.
it was so out of the blue.

ah. i took a picture of a dead rat.
my bro's idea. it was dumb man.
LOLx.

ah. my bill's crazy again.
got nagged at,
that's why my temper was a lil uncontrollable.
hmmms.
pray for more self control.

"all the girls stepping out for a public affair..."
"all night, that's right, cos there's a party going on"
haha. :)

i finished a book in 2 days.
it's really really nice.
ah. lovely.

i have been watching a few soccer matches.
haha.
interesting.
manchester united rocks!
alan smith is so good looking.
;)

jiayou people.
it's the prelims!

amazing

2006-08-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

hello. =)
aft a long time of 10 days.

last sunday was the fun-fair.
ah. aft church, met che and ade.
food.. and a stone. is all i bought.
went to study.
it was funny, don't ask me why.
i was quite high.

monday.
met suyin aft school.
to mgs to prac the piano.
she played first, while i did some work.
then, the room all to myself.
off to KAP to study.
her dad fetched me home.
it was quite fun.

tues.
orals!
past and future.
hmms. a good topic for me.
cos i have it all in my head.
;)

weds.
went hm early to prac piano.
then to study in BC.
ooh. at paragon, i saw the ENGLAND JERSEY!
small size, fit for a girl. wow.
I WANT IT! =)
slacked during BC lessons.
orals over mah.
so talked crap.
weijun was balancing.
to anto and si wen-
me: ah. he really can balance ah.
then he loses his balance.
goodness. that was hilarious.

thurs.
my mep prac.
i kinda screwed it.
ms tsien: shi tien, the rhythm was okay. it's just that you don't have the style, the touch, the feeling. there's something wrong with that.

so, am i gonna flunk it? hmmms. i wonder.

friday.
went to mgs at 120pm.
ms tsien gave comments bout my playing.
i realised i didn't know alot of things.
like the "cantabile touch", which includes flexing the arm muscles to create a soft sensual tone on the piano.
argh.
i talked to alan, (we have the same piano teacher), and realised our teacher didn't teach us anything bout touch and expression.
all he cares, is about rhythm and accuracy, in a way.
yups. i'll work on the expression.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE and WENDY.
16 peeps.

cell grp.
went fer dinner at thomson plaza.

saturday.
tuition.
me and sq.
she irritated me with her ZARA SPEECH. lolx.
we grumbled bout the stupid graph we had to draw.

ah. piano.
i was an inquisitive student.
i asked ALOT of questions.
and learnt alot from him.
i feel enlightened.

rushed to meet them at JE mrt.
ah. met ppl on the way.
jbf.
ah. finally, i get to see a band concert.
went off during interval.
had dinner at marina.
my parents didn't cook dinner.
i reached home over my curfew.
the stupid bus took 1hr!
argh.
zzzzzz.

sunday.
ah.
celebration sunday. =)

thank GOD for some stuff.
- a nice teacher and sarah, and mr quek to help me get enlightened.
- my orals, it was fine.
- it's only the mep prelims, and not the o levels.
=)

prelims are coming.
how exciting eh?

happy national day!

2006-08-10T12:54:00.000+08:00

ah. national day yday!
haha.

ndp celebrations at the stadium.
ah, met ade and cheryl @ bus stop.
thanks for gg w me. :)
ah. we weren't very enthu, but still okay lah.
saw the seniors getting awards.
hmmms.
walked at forever 21.
ah.. so nice.
met mabel at orchard mrt.
PIRATES!
woo.. i loved..
the comical side of it.
me and mabel kept laughing!
(i think i laugh loudly when i get too excited.)
took neos at heeren.
home..
i got an earful from my mom..
ooh. she was pissed with me coming back so late.

ah. my parents went for a walk early this morning.
some treetop walk thingy with my dad's cell.
they were nice today.
they made some lime cocktail, grass jelly
and starfruit and orange juice.
i think they get really bored. LOLX.
ate mee siam for 4 meals.
my mom made LOADS. i ate for dinner,
breakfast, lunch, dinner.
ah. at least it's nice.
watched NDP.
my mom grumbled y my dad objected to booking a
hotel room to watch the fire works.
dad: you think we very rich ah?
haha. we watched it together, my bro and i made alot of comments.
not allowed to post.. i'll get sued. OOPS. ;)
watched some stupid show at night.
it started when my bro and dad LAUGHED SUPER LOUDLY at 12am.
Haha. Amusing.

ah. today.
my mom is so nice.
she's making french quiche, and i'm helping her.
YUMMM!
i did a bio paper and a chem paper this morning.
woo. the feeling is real cool.
my bro's out on a band outing.
=)

my mom promised to take me shopping at
topshop and forever 21 aft the o'levels in KL.
YAY!
but u should have seen my dad's face when my mom said ok.
haha.

thank God for many things.
=))))))

zzzooooommm!

2006-08-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

woah.. zzzooooommm!
one wk passes really quickly!

my goodness.
two weeks left.
argh..

i have a feeling i'll flunk a math.
ooh. i used the wrong methods! (i forgot bout it)
aiyah. it's over. what's done, cannot e undone.

my week was fine.
just 3 tests.
a math, geog, music.
music was o level 2005 paper.
ooh.

saturday!
ah. tuition.
piano.
then met anto and shaun (his friend), at dhoby ghaut.
bus down to indoor stadium to the FESTIVAL OF PRAISE 2006!
ah. ate macs first, then a long walk.
we were late.. (a lil)
sat behind the stage, near the DRUMS!
oh my goodness. amazing.
sat w eugene, (b.c one) cos lack of place.
imagine eugene and me were like staring at both drummers.
(he's a drummer too)
learnt alot of fill ins.
hope i'll try them out on friday,
and see if it makes and difference. haha.
ah. CCC band and don moen.
and that argentinian speaker.. "marketplace!"
the worship was great, we stayed for the half an
hour worship by CCC band.
to see people jumping and lifting their hands..
beautiful.

ah.
after the thingy, me and eug went down to the drummer there.
i shouted:
you played well today! i liked it!
ahhaha. he said thanks.. and smiled at me. =)))
we asked him for his drumstick.
(he gave one to a guy!!!)
ah. he said he didn't have enough.
should've brought mine to be autographed.

ah. photos!
i'll get them from eugene.
got exclusive of the drummer.
see how cute he is. =)

walked to macs.
eug's dad fetched us (me n bro) to amk mrt.
haha! reached home at 1230am.
amazing, we broke the curfew.
zzzz...!!!

ah. happy b'day to s'pore!
remember the 2003 NDP performance.
amazing experience.
now SAJC having their concert.

i'm glad for the little break next wk.
i'm gonna practice really hard for music.
i wanna know my standard, and what marks.
and start on prokofiev's history..
the most boring thing you can ever study.
it's worse than THE ENGLISH TEACHER!

Lord, take your place..
be enthroned on our praise.
ARISE!

i conclude,
that all drummers are cute.
mcfly, click 5... and CCC band.
ahhhh...!!

you changed. loads.
ah. i'm forgetting u.
and i'm succeeding,
i hope. =x

- ah. haha. -

2006-07-30T19:52:00.000+08:00

ah. latest family photo. taken from yurong's blog. :)

semi-charmed kind of life..
is a song i'm listening to now. it's really nice. :)

ah.
this wk was totally moody.
my patience was like a super stretched rubber band.
'snap!'
ah, but yeah, my brain is doing it's stupid job on that.
God, pls give me the patience.

weds..
AH. i left my two huge cookies meant for my dinner in subway.
argh.. my $$$.
i smelt the chicked siwen ate..
that was super tempting.
but i had vietnamese treats from my mom at home.
HOHO.

ooh. we saw JAY and RAHIMAH at macs.
jay queued behind ade and mabel.
woo! then jay waved to me and cheryl!
we stood there staring in the bus, looking for some others.
ah, so we just waved back lah.
haha.
first time in math remedial, no mep.
i would prefer music to math, definitely.
at least got air con in mep.

cell grp.
the drummin schedule got a lil mixed up.
joel played.
went fer dinner at long john's at j8.
saw this indian guy staring at me.
EEEK! MR RAFEEK!
oh man. i just er... acknowleged him by nodding?
and he nodded back.
i hope he doesn't tell the school,
sec 4s, pls don't wander out into far away places at night.
goodness.
played soccer.
and now my leg muscles are aching.
it never ends.

saturday.
ah. tuition.
crapped alot. lolx.
went for my bro's passing out parade.
it was pretty nice, the marching.
the song, heh, not very nice.
ah, got alot of sji alumnis.
HAHA.
aw,
my mom didn't let me go for the concert.

sunday.
sleepy sunday!
i couldn't wake up.
zzzzzzzzzzz.

prokofiev....integration....settlements....kinematics....classical period....respiration....filtration....electrolysis....

ah. i'll be facing that for the next few months.
work hard man.
God pls give me the strength! :)

*ah..

2006-07-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

hello! wow. two wks never update.
finally i get the time.
or not really the time. :)

ah. last sat was grandma's birthday dinner at my house.

some really fun events that happened:

-watched THE MAID, the ghost came out, i grabbed my brother's shirt.
-my baby cousin licked the ball that me n my bro kicked ard, and it went into the toilet bowl once. lolx.
-ah. watched punk'd videos. =)))
-played half life missions. did some stupid thingy. we SCREAMED when the alien popped up!
-sniffing in the cocoa powder on the ice-cream cake and choking on it. the four of us.
-opening my eyes to see a spider under my bro's cupboard.
-singing some sleeping song with yurong and ended up giggling.
-throwing that floaty cushion around in mid air lying down

ah. yurong and jeremy stayed over. played half life till 2am. ah. playing with aliens at night is not a fun thing. played boggle till 3am. it was fun, but my brain had already shut off.
haha. we couldn't wake up the next day. =)

ahha. my days have been fine.
except the academic side la. hmmms.
some is so unexpected..hmmms.
i don't wanna complain or anything.
just try harder. =)

made a new friend on thurs!
ah. this girl named jing ru came and talk to me.
from CSS, sec 2.
LOLX. she popped out behind me.
a girl drummer. ah. :)

ah. met yurong at bugis.
bought sushi.. and ate LOADS.
did something stupid. =x
library! the huge new one. super nice man.
read a soccer mag.
kick-boxing.
it's for working adults, so i'm the youngest.
ali, me, yurong. KICK! PUNCH!
wooo.. now my muscles are aching.
very badly.

and muscle aches and drums don't go well.
they fit very badly.
3 fast songs!
but my fave songs. =)

my piano has been tuned!
i was SO HAPPY!
and my mom got my uniform altered.
aft like 3 and a half yrs in css?
ah.

my o level prac and prelims are coming.
music.
still struggling to master that song.
it'll be the hardest i ever played.
and one of the most beautiful.
i'll dedicate it to mr quek.

ah. i wanna ask God for patience.
have been losing my temper really easily at home.
and i've been quite lame in school.

but school's fun!
except for the academic side again. HAHA.
work hard. cheerios!
God bless everyone.

his photo was on the sji cover. =)

AZURRI! ITALY! beats LES BLEUS. ;)

2006-07-10T16:52:00.000+08:00

haha. i could be the next michael schmacher! well, my bro being one would be more like it. =)

ah.

the world cup blues are over.
now it's down to the real studying stuff.

saturday.
mep, tuition and piano.
had a LONG nap.
was a fun day.
tennis with my dad.
really fun.
at least i can play a decent game.
yurong came over at 1am.
we were online till bout 2 plus.
HAHA. :)
camped again.
watched the germany vs france.
fell asleep.. LOLX.
aw, portugal.
deutschland?
haha. trying the spelling. :)

sunday.
ah. i was SUPER SLEEPY.
breakfast at macs.
zzz.
saw anto's bro.
he's so adorable. =)
yups. went home to mug.
ended up sleeping for an hr.
played soccer w bro,
only to dent my specs when i tried a header.
but it was a strong header. haha.
slept early, on the sofa.
ah. watched the match.

yeah!
azzuri won! (italy)
ah.. i like fabio.
the penalties, were agonizing at first.
haha.

woke up grumpy.
i was having a bad hair day as well.
today passed REALLY FAST.
bio test.. hmms. no comments.
had lunch at jec.

ah. last two wks have been really fun.
flowers, chinese and stuff. haha.
yups.
thank God for that. :)

ah.
heard the imm thingy and concert thingy was well.
congrats guys. =)

is it your smile?
or your heart, or your laugh?
it doesn't really matter why,
i love you..
-westlife.

ah. i miss westlife songs. =)

2006-07-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

ah. 2nd week of school.

more world cup action.
france won and italy won.
yeah!!
woke up at like 4am plus to see the score and go back to sleep. :)

watched just my luck on monday.
ah. mcfly rocks man.
they are so good looking.

ah. wednesday.
superman!! :)
he's good looking.
met siwen and anto.
did homework in b.c
yup. suraj looks familiar!
he's from my school's speech and drama.
same class!

thurs.
church band.
played the national anthem of england and germany.
of request by me. haha. =)
it's quite nice.

friday.
some lame survey bout the school.
went to macs aft school.
had a terrible tummy ache, argh.
kept gg toilet.
went to jec aft that w jas, ade, che and mabel.
yups. took some neos.
went home.
was bout to go church, then was plagued with this really painful stomachache.
ooh. so went home.
sighs, my dad didn't let me go to the concerts. :(

ah.. to be continued.
in the next post.

first wweek of school

2006-07-03T09:09:00.000+08:00

first week of school is over!
that's like super fast man.

yups.
first night i couldn't slp.
my stomach was rumbling.
so i ate peanut butter at 2am.
then i fell asleep. haha. :)

thurs was the chinese o lvls.
okay.. it was horrid.
aft i read the passage, the teacher was like
"are you a chinese"
then i was like OH MY GOSH WHAT DOES SHE MEAN BY THAT?
haha.
i should have said no.
all of us waited for one another.
we talked about it.
me n jas were like laughing bout it on the bus.
aiyah. at least it's over.
that's all that matters now.

friday.
mep.. super boring!
i almost died.
worship prac.
the songs were really tiring.
hmmms.
had veggie tales.
how can argentina lose!!
oh man. i supported them.
me and anto were heartbroken.
well, not many ppl supported them mah.
ahhhh!
italy to win.
kick the germany who kicked argentina out.
hmpph.

saturday.
tuition.
then i went to that national stadium to watch syf opening.
hmmms.
my bro was at the choir there.
supporting the actions.
was at the grandstand.
closest i ever got to mr lee hsien long.
he was like in front of me! haha.
the marching band competition.
it was entertaining.
ppl were like OHHH! when the drum major dropped the maize.
the thai band was GOOOD!
they played jupiter leh.
wen to bpp aft that for dinner.
watched the england match.

it was DEVASTATING.
first beckham injured, then rooney sent off.
crouch couldn't hold the ball.
why? it's a mystery.
they hav nv won a penalty shootout.
darn.
i almost cried. it was terrible.
i called anto during penalty, and said NO NO NO!
me and ade hate portugal no 17.
which happens to be my brother's fave person.
argh. i glared at him when he came home from his friend's house.
he was all smiles.
me yurong and bro camped in front of the tv for the france vs brazil match.
i dozed off, woke up at henry's goal.
YAY!
FRANCE WON.
i supported france this time.
yes yes yes.
they WILL BEAT PORTUGAL.
they hurt my england.

enough of soccer.
haha.

kinda shocked my dad let me go for the movie.
he smsed me in the morning to agree.
yay. :)

prelims are approx 7wks away.
ah. i want to see him again.
i'll work hard.
happy birthday to you.
it's tmr isn't it?

study hard.
thank God for many blessings.

my mommy's in suzhou, china.
pray that she'll be fine.
i'm missing her already.

be thou my vision oh Lord of my heart
naught be all else to me save that thou art
thou my best thought by day or by night
waking or sleeping, thy presence my light.

2006-06-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

i'm the queen of pagodas. :)

haha.

i fainted on saturday.
cos i've not been eating.
no appetite.
in the lift.
city square, johor bahru.

i felt the world swirl.
i heard voices calling for me.
i couldn't see a thing.

SUPER SCARY!
but i told myself to wake up.
was when i found myself in my dad's arms,
on the way to a doctor.

ate macs.
they totally freaked!
after the super good meal, i was so much better.
even the shark fin and lobster felt revolting to me.
goodness.

thanks for all the prayers.
at least i'm just croaking now, haha. ;)

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO MY MOTHER!
on sunday.
went to eat 5 star chicky rice.
peirong's treat. =)
first day of school!
BE YOURSELF DAY.
went to heeren aft school.
walked around.
went to cut my hair.
"do what you want, as long as it's short and sch-presentable"
was what i told her.
kimage la, should have some standard.
at first it was like super nice lah, plus highlights i think.
then now erm.. like so "pom"
aiyah, it'll grow again.
my head so much lighter now. haha.

england vs ecuador.
at least they got through!
but they must do their best to beat portugal.
i think it's 1st July, 11pm.
THEY MUST AND THEY CAN DO IT! ;)

Lord i love you, oh yes i really do.. Like the air that i breathe, you are everything to me.

2006-06-24T10:01:00.000+08:00

just about to recover from a terrible fever.

yeah. all because i watched that soccer match.
at 3am.
lack of sleep, low resistance, da-da-da.
i fell ill.

was complaining bout headaches and stuff during tuition.
i couldn't survive.
went home, down with a fever.

yups.
so was thurs and friday.
i had that "breathless" thingy again.
ate like 6 types of medicine,
the taste so terrible i puked 3 times.
it was like hell.
argh.
the highest ever 39.6 degrees.

ooh.
but thank God for helping me yday.
at least i survived.
phew.

anyways,
alot of the english footballers have girlfriends.
the newspaper called the group of them WAGS.
(wives and girlfriends of english footballers)
they spent 80,000 euros in one hour
that is like S$160,500.
and 4395 euros in 10 mins.
my goodness.

okays.
that's enough, my cough has come back.
bye for now. ;)

go england!

2006-06-21T12:21:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.

i just watched the match 9 hrs ago.
woke up at 255am.
weee! it was totally exciting.
but ended in a 2-2 with sweden.
at least they do not need to face germany.
phew.
bro retired halfway.
poor owen. he was injured.
stay tuned to this post.
more exciting things awaits u. ;)

bro is back!
well, lookin at his pics,
perth's beautiful. =)
he bought me a wombat softtoy.
really cute.
but he bought himself a RIPCURL SHIRT!
argh. i'm jealous.
where's my billabong?

monday.
went jamming w nisa ans shafiq.
i couldn't recognise him.
LOLX.
yups. the songs were not bad.
view our clip at nisa's blog. ;)
the next time i'll jam again is after o lvls ba.
study grp w cheryl.
talked bout worldcup stuff.
HOHO.

talking bout england.
these are my new faves.
no more beckham from fifa 2002!
joe cole. aw, isn't he cute?
ooh. this is no. one. FRANK LAMPARD! no. 8. ;)
this is team ENGLAND. don't they look like so cool? hahaha. rooney kinda looks like a monkey. HAHA. but he's good. ;)

last but not least the next one is.. LUKAS PODOLSKI from germany. school's starting in 4 days. really scary. so anyways, work hard! ;) more photos to be put up! (i've got LOADS! haha.)

2006-06-19T09:25:00.000+08:00

some random photos.
Yo! One wk has passed again. Super FAST!

my bro's coming back tonite. YAY!
gonna have dinner @ e airport w parents.
hope he buys my billabong stuff.
HOHOHO.

last wk.
stayed at home for 3 days.
study grp.. spent like 1hr plus in the arcade?
haha. =)
friday.
went to play winning 11.
sneaked out.. an hr early?
before worship prac.

watched beautiful boxer.
oh man. he's so cute.
how can he become a woman?
he has such nice muscles.
how can he become a woman?
sad.

i love lessons on faith.
somehow it just reassures me.
and just get me back on track when i start to get distant.

Faith is not believe w/o proof, but trust w/o reservation.
nice eh?

Sat.
collected my theory cert.
i'm gonna frame them up.. haha.
went to uncle anthony's place.
then to aunty polly's dad's place.
w xy and family.
i watched comedies.
i laughed till i cried.
haha.

sunday.
lunch w parents and grandma.
went home for a LONG NAP.
nice man.
went for sarah's grandad's funeral.
hmmms.
i enjoyed the songs.

chatted w the youth.
eating peanuts and stuff.
discussed bout the world cup.
found out my bro plays like RIO FERNDINAND.
haha. calm on the ball.

got scolded for watching too much soccer.
haha. slept like 2 plus.

ahh. i watched the england vs trinidad.
mom was supposed to watch w me! hmph.
i screamed on their goals.
my parents woke up and wondered what happened to me.
haha. lampard had 8 chances, crouch had 7.
my heart almost dropped.
so exciting. haha.

update my list of england players.
rooney
carragher
downing
rio ferndinand
lennon
ashley cole
joe cole

GO ENGLAND!!
they must be lucky to have a hard core fan like ME.
haha. kidding. ;)

yay. now my bro can watch matches w me.

will b gg m'sia again.
mother and daughter. haha.
gg there to do my work, relax, and shop!
johore. mutiara. :)

i miss new zealand.
i miss my section mates.
i miss school (actually, yes)
i miss everyone.
most importantly,
i miss you.

i'm gonna miss u bro!

2006-06-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

ooh.

i finally found a skin i REALLY LIKE.
working on it now. :)

2 wks passed like SUPER FAST!
oops.
mother subscribed to world cup channel.
it's cool, but later i keep watching ah.

tuition later.
yups.

tuition alone on sat.
i missed che and sq!
it was like so boring man.

went to orchard with family on sat.
shopped for my bro's winter stuff and luggage.
had dinner at crystal jade BBQ.
yummy!! it was good.
uh-huh.
england vs paraguay
1-0.
yay!! but tyco shot.

sunday.
went fer lunch w e youth.
long time nv go already!
went for the da vinci seminar.
then went to watch da vinci code w elaine and yurong.
went to cine but no seats!
rushed to toa payoh.
got a lil lost.
we got in w/o gettin our tix checked.
(there was no one there!)
LONG way back home.

finally passed my grade 8 theory.
with merit! 83/100.
Thank God man!
i've completed music.
at last. in exactly 8 yrs of my life.
=))))))

2 more weeks to school reopening.
time flies.
first time in my holiday that i'm so not going out much.
my mom is nt happy!
i hafta give up some outings.
never mind.
important yr mah.
haha. ;)

sighs.
my bro's leaving for perth tonight.
for a school band trip.
i'm gonna miss him!
anyway it's only ONE WEEK.
waaah..
God pls watch over him.

08/06/06

2006-06-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

okays.
so here's mine.
a guy, of course.

1. christian. (preferably)

2. nice, sincere and caring.

3. presentable, ok-looking is enough.. erm.. most preferrably.. AIYAH. you know what i mean. =) no preference about the looks. cos you can be handsome but really suck, or be ugly and nice. something like that.

4. love music, sports and the arts.

5. someone who is just himself.

6. a nice sense of humour. humble.

7. treats his mother and family well. (i learnt it from somewhere?)

8. carries himself well.

tag my victims.
i shall be nice and not target anyone.
feel like doing it? then do it. haha. =)

i shall go back to studying.
let's take it as a short break.
=)

world cup starts tomorrow!
go ENGLAND!!

beckham
owen
joe cole
peter crouch
campbell
walcott
john terry
frank lampard
gerrard

that's all i can remember. lolx.

my mother is not letting me out of the house.
i can't go like practically anywhere?
but i'll slowly gain her trust.
let her know.. at least i try to balance work and play.
yups.
i'm like cooped up at home.
with my bro in perth next wk.
nobody to talk to at home.
i'll miss him. =)

oh man. sorry for not being there for you.
sorry for being so hard to contact.

i love psalm 91. ;)

06.06.06

2006-06-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

dedicated to my bro.

Boo!

i just came back from m'sia on monday NIGHT.
after a 6hour bus ride.
it can really kill. ;)

5days.. 3 days in the forest.
not very nice, since the three of us are spoilt urban kids.

first day.. 1st june.
arrived at KL. did some WINDOW SHOPPING at klcc.
argh. the things were so nice and expensive.
the traffic was ATROCIOUS. argh. at least there was a tv. with ESPN sports. ;)

second day..
squeezy bus ride to taman negara.
it was like 3 hrs drive? m'sia (now i know) is like SUPER HUGE? looks like hainan island.
read my story.
ooh. it is mutiara, a good hotel, but the chalets were.. TERRIBLE.
caterpillars on the curtains, lizards, bed bugs, and no TV, no electronic stuff. it's rural torture! (lolx) and my chalet's SO FAR IN!
the three of us played in the room while the adults went to eat. =)
shadow puppeting. =)

third day..
went jungle trekking.
scaled bukit teresek.
my goodness it's like the toughest climb in my life.
walked the longest treetop walk in SE Asia.
we are walking "on" the emergent layer.
goodness. it's super freaky.
but relaxed at a river, swam with the fishes.
it was really nice, the water was clean.
but you must walk 1.5 km there. -.-"

fourth day..
the most terrible.
trekked a path which was really isolated.
i met the most disgusting things on earth.
LEECHES!
i had them stuck every 5 mins i walk.
i had them on my socks.
i had them on my fingers!

argh. gross.
my skin got scraped off by a log.
owwwww...
the same wound that i had few months ago.

thank God for protection.
i almost slipped and yeah.
we almost got stung by bees.
i almost fell prey to the leeches.
=)

the good thing was the food. i have been having really good food. buffets.
haha. i guess i put on weight again. hehs.

me, bro, mom, dad, jeremy, nancy and godpa.
we have conquered the stupid long trek! of disgusting leeches. (bleah)

yups. last weds.
went to watch x men with anto and his friend raymond.
guess i was kind quiet eh?
played pool.
hanged out at cousin's place for a while.
met cheryl liew on the bus. ;)

06/06/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO..
my beloved bro and shuqi.

he's 14! and he'd better treat my nicer.
kiddin. he's already really nice.
had an international buffet at orchard hotel.
remember orchard hotel? MUSE. ;)
had a fun time with my family.
i was making of my dad.
who gave tips to this taxi who was a background actor in mediacorp.
HAHA. so hilarious.

i love tuition.
i love the jokes and the stupid comments we made.
we made it fun!
and not the teacher. HAHA.

MuSiC mAkEs My LiFe

the hols

YAYYAYYAY!

TOMORROW!

hmms.

feelings.

when you were young.

WOW!

step up!

Yoyo! and photos.

VIETNAM.

yay!!

i don't have forever!

i won't get by, by mere imagination..

chao ji guai tai!

*full house.

scream your heart out.

upside down

a load of crap.

rooftops.

i'm not missing you.. stacie orrico

hello!

a public affair

*amazing*

happy national day!

zzzooooommm!

- ah. haha. -

*ah..

AZURRI! ITALY! beats LES BLEUS. ;)

*first wweek of school*

go england!

i'm gonna miss u bro!

08/06/06

06.06.06

amazing

first wweek of school